hello, colours

welcome

I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.

dailies

Kickette
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Duchess Lane

Just realized that I 'm just someone who wants to be heard. And when I'm with a group of familiar ppl, I seem to demand to be heard. But when I'm with unfamiliar ppl, I struggle to be heard

1-1-11

Bye 2010, u were nice to me but u could have been better. Not sure if I have truly grown this yeAr but I hope I did. The game of love I still don't understand. The game I still fear. Perhaps I've grown so scared that I even want to avoid it.

Sorry to those whom I might have hurt in any way.
Thank u to those who were there for / with me :) I dun have to mention ur special names :)

New year resolutions for 2011.

This will take awhile.. Need to think real hard..

1. I shall work hard in school. 3 more semesters to grad. Time flies. Nvm about 3.5. Just do my best :)
2. I shall be optimistic, I shall try to. Since I only get to live once, why not make the best out of it. It's gonna be tough given how pessimistic I'm, but I shall give it a try :)
3. I shall be mOre confident :) the aura around me could then hopefully change :) maybe I'll become prettier :P
4. I shall be less fearful of commitment, of relationships, of differences, of giving it a try :)

I might not achieve all these but I'll try.

And ya.. A rite of passage to mark the 21 years of my life :)