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wins sometimes and loses often
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红星大奖2010

I must admit. i don't really watch local production anymore. however, that didn't stop me from giving up hours of study to stay in front of the TV for 3 hours just to watch the ceremony.

ok.. actually I was watching partly because i was waiting for 利菁. me and my mei are huge fans of her =X we have been glued to the TV every weekday 10pm for about 2-3 yrs now. 麻辣天后宫，快乐向前冲。每天晚上十点钟，衞视中文台见. =p i'm that inconsiderate neighbour who will laugh loudly everyday at abt this time. so sorry. i'll try to laugh into the pillow so that you can't hear me. currently channel 46 (822 from 30th april onwards) is showing the series which is about 1 year behind. nonetheless it's funny since it's not supposed to be a current affairs show. if you hear me saying weird words that you "catch-no-ball" it must be i learnt too much taiwan slang from that show for my own good =p

ok back to the ceremony. celebs wore pretty clothes as usual and i have comments for a few..

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this is Joanne Peh's unique dress. i don't understand what's with the 2 holes on the sides but since she's always wearing unique clothes each year. oh well. her boobs came out to breathe =X instead of the usual peek-a-boob showing off the top part of the boobs, she gives a sneak peek to the lower part. CREATIVE


this is what i call the usual peek-a-boob =p. it's great to see that at her age she is still able to have such firm assets. applaud applaud. Singapore is indeed catching up with Taiwan in terms of "cosmetics beauty" if you know what i'm talking about haha. however not every middle aged lady is able to pull it off..


i think it's too... youthful.. and meant for someone who is slightly smaller =X i like her clutch though, it's a bowtie!!


i really like this dress. it's so princess-y. but maybe a little too much like a wedding dress. but it's so nice =D

and of course the "queen" had to show off what she had =)

i don't like Christopher Lee's pants. neither do i like his bushy head. i don't think he needs to advertise for his latest film any more. enough is enough. qi yu wu was dressed abnormally normal =X sorry i can't get the image of him wearing light blue getai-ish suit some yrs back, i can't rmb which year was it..

as usual rui en pulls it off well in her smart attire that has a lot of attitude =)
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i must say i'm really impressed with my imagination. it's so great that it can make me lose concentration ever so often. day-dreaming must be my forte =X
who am I

my prev post is erm.. far too explicit for my liking.. that should be something that is not kept as a record in any form anywhere. so embarrassing (imitates AUNITE LUCY, hahaha.) Soo shld have hidden that side of her better. Oh wells. What to do..

have been sleeping at 2 these few days. ok wrong. have been trying to. not sure around what time did i really fall asleep. not able to study in the day even though the house is empty. will be complaining abt the sun the wind anything and everything. the night seemed to be the best time. night owl me? nonono. cannot! I don't want dark eye circles. my face is in a bad enough situation.

have been speculating why have i lost so much weight this sem/ recently. couldn't really identify a reason.. thought of a few..
1) too stressed.. somehow the weight disappeared
2) dehydrated.. i don't drink much water daily..
3) eat too little.. i do skip meals occasionally
4) exercise? no way. i lost weight even quickly after i stopped playing badminton..

getting paranoid over it. I know girls would usually be so pleased to have lost weight. i'd too. if it's not this way. doesn't sound like anything healthy at all. in fact it's worrying. i'm getting into the underweight zone again (after 6 yrs i think).. so these few days i've been trying to drink more water. shall wait and see what happens. Of course i don't wish to balloon up suddenly..
my earth crumbles

my earth crumbles. that's all i have to say. if there's any other word to add to it. FUCK
i wonder

it is the mugging time of the sem but i m lazing arnd. wad a thing to do at such a critical time. in terms of karma, this must be bad, i wonder what would be my retribution. i worry.

have not played badminton for so long. i wonder how painful would it be after the next session.

i wonder how will the following hols be like

i don't see how can 2 persons living 2 diff kind of world can come together. everything one does is likely to be not of the liking of the other. applaud to those who can overcome these obstacles and become one

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counting down

lets do a countdown.. starting from the closest deadline/ impt date

  1. 2 hrs to Real Madrid and Barca's showdown

  2. less than 1 day to the submission of socio research paper
    totally sucks man this paper. no head no tail and expect us to produce a 4k essay based on the entire module. heard that this is 40% -.-

  3. 6 days to the start of reading week
    i shall start concentrating on revision as soon as i recover from the lack of sleep due to the research paper. i dun wan to cramp my studying. for the sake of my CAP CAP CAP

  4. 13 days to the submission of my humour report.
    for the first time i thought my presentation is not that ideal. seems like it'll be another mountain to climb

  5. 15 days to the dreadful start of examinations

  6. 25 days to my last paper
i wonder how many days to the release of results.. how many days to the end of EPL.. how many more days to World Cup.. i wonder.. but i am not bothered to count because the 6 items in the list above are saddening enough
CAP

don't spoil my c.a.p. i know there won't be a bell curve (supposedly) but how can prof grade us if he doesn't compare? dun spoil everyone's chance. u will get ur A+. so leave some breathing space for the rest of us. i may be selfish but seriously i need a better c.a.p. my other mods are dragging me down. i hv to admit that i don't like it that prof thinks super highly of u. he is clearly a bias source. i suppose that is a skill i hv to learn: to attk each mod according to indv prof