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I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.


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weight issue

it's been proven that sad people spend more. is that why i say the month of may will be the month of spending? er. totally doesn't make sense.. but I REALLY believe that sad people spend more. i went on a shopping spree last yr after a certain exam paper or sth and ended spending more than i wud ever spend at 1 shot in WM. there's usually nth to see/buy there but somehow i just spent spent spent. i shall 忍 from now on.


came across this photo of nicole ritchie. omg. she's bamboo-ish! i really don't know how the hell did she get pregnant and successfully give birth.


then u see her in the above pic in feb 09. i think it should be after giving birth. still skinny but not SO skinny. what's the big deal of being so skinny? all the TV's fault, making ppl look much larger on screen than in real life.

many americans are overweight / obese so having a show like biggest loser is correct! i totally applaud the show and every brain cell behind it. it's a show where contestants compete to lose the most weight under the guidance of the professional trainers and by learning how to maintain a balanced diet. below is just a photo of one of the many contestants in the many seasons. maybe it's time for a season for those who are stick thin to put on weight ha.


shopping

my days at hm are finally getting better. hehe. MAY is coming! this means i'm gonna buy buy buy =p

F21's dresses are real nice. but what i saw online is not what i saw in store. how come??? don't believe me? check out the f21 web- dresses I know there are some f21 inspired dresses online but i'm almost always too slow and i would prefer if i could try it. i've had enough of getting clothes that are too long. a 80/90 cm dress for me is too short that i'll 走光。真是不可思议. there're a few dresses that i really like. or at least they look nice to me and i think i'll wear them. if anyone reads, can u help me look out for them? ty =D




this piece looks kinda formal, so maybe i'll have fewer chances to wear it but who knows =p

i also went arnd looking at bags. found this web with quite a lot and they're quite cheap. but it's spree style so u hv to wait.. boobags here are some pics







wonder if i'll get paid for helping them promote their stuff LOL. but actually i'm posting the photos cos i can't decide which 1 to get haha

hectic week

Have been a busy week for me.. lets see what have i done..

Tues. I went to interview for JustEd's part time job. it was supposed to be customer svc + some teaching. she said she will call me to inform me if i'm selected for the job within this week. today's Sunday already, i have not received a call, does that mean i'm not wanted? =( so sad. i really want that job. It's only at Gombak. Gosh.

After that went to raffles city, looked arnd esprit and wanted to die. Things really aren't cheap, i think i'm more suited for EDC esprit.

Wed. Went to play mahjong with stephanie's friends. so weird, i dunno any of them -.- 1st round i should have won more but somehow the coins aren't distributed correctly so my winnings dropped by a lot. 2nd round i lost $$ =_( overall didn't lose though =)

Thurs. Went to Kumon for interview. didn't complete the interview becos i promised to meet kt and hl for lunch. the boss seemed nice =) Had student meal. Wow i didn't know I still qualified for such a deal. so saved quite a bit. After that went to JP. Some people are so arrogant, just because they are "the superior". damn u such suckers! shouldn't u respect everyone regardless of status. Bought a top which i tot could be as long as dress. failed =( another long top

Sat. early in the morning 7am I woke up. so tired. maybe i shouldn't have been out the prev night. but o wells, it was fun =) prepared myself and choing-ed to SMU for the SOSS interview. the 2 interviewees looked nice. hopefully everything will go well.
next i chiong-ed back to CDANs to play badminton. sian diao so long nv play totally cannot make it =x i suck (x_x) but at least i exercised and met up with the swiss badminton kakis and talked abt some random stuff ^^
rushed home to shower and cook lunch b4 rushing out again to go to Kumon. did the H2 EL and K2 math. gosh. so hard =( in case u r thinking that h2 = higher 2, k2= kindergarden 2, u r so wrong! the alphabets represents the lvl of difficulty.

now i shall get on to venting my frustrations

u jerk ass-es out that!! what makes u think that all girls are **cking bimbos! just becos u have some $ u think u rule the world. oh please~~~ this make me think a few more times abt getting attached. seems like i'm closing myself into my own world more as I see more of these kinda disgusting jerks.

some people are also so no appreciative of what others do for them. i think i shud join the FB grp of "I hate people who dun reply msg". damm those people

have been playing RC, totally retarded game but what to do? i'm just a jobless b**ch, rotting around at hm and trying to kill time. (argh! really not feeling vr good now, stupid ba***rd) achieved the max pop. yeah!
the other time the maintenance destroyed my shop totally, tables flying arnd and basically everything is out of place.

The Monte Carlo ATP event is over. Djo has played surprisingly well I must say. haven't seen him play so well in so long. I was again not expecting him to win the atp. I can't help it becos this is CLAY. this is NADAL's land. Nadal has won the past 4 consecutive title here!

the typical photo-taking b4 the match

but i tot Djo played real well against wawrinka and nadal. look at how tired nadal was after the final which lasted almost 3 hrs. from both matches u could almost see the Djo when he was at his best =) maybe this is where he will start performing again. there's much at stake here. I mean look at the atp rankings!

the weather is so hot and humid these few days. 难怪我的心情那么差. so ppl go out get a drink and chill! i can't do that cos i'll only end up feeling even warmer.


today's good friday. I must say that it's really quite GOOD!

Went to the Harvey Norman Warehouse sales and bought a TV. I wonder what are we going to do with the previous one. Looked around at the Laptop section, I didn't see any SONY laptops though. I though VAIO is pretty not too sure about its specs. I'm kinda fussy about buying a laptop so i thought i better start looking out ASAP. I want either a 12 inch or 13.3. 14 is still acceptable. I just don't want a mini 10 inch or a mega 16 although it's cheaper. Then the lighter the better. Hopefully it's something that looks nice but NOT pink. Also the usual, 2GB ram at least plus webcam (1.3 mega pixel if possible). And according to my dad's wishes "don't need to be as powerful as a desktop".

Went to IMM and looked around at Best Denki. I know it's dumb to be looking at electronics again. Saw the same fridge but $10 cheaper. Forgot to measure the size of our current 1 so we didn't buy. We really need to change our fridge, the freezer is spoiling. You can almost never find a normal sized ice cube in the tray. It is 100% rounded and smaller than what it should be. Sometimes it'll disappear -.-

Also bought Guitar Heros World tour. Quite fun but because we don't have enough remotes we can't play the guitar and the drums together. Really retarded because we are so noob =x

This weekend's soccer matches i don't know if i should watch. I've a very bad feeling that this IS the end of liverpool's season already. 1-3 defeat to Chelsea at home is too serious. So byebye Champion league and probably byebye Premier League title. I think it'll all go down to the wire. Depends on whether Man U will drop anymore points and whether Chelsea will capitalise on the top 2's possible drop of points. I'm such a lousy supporter =(

sports weekend

have been watching lots of sports these few days... well the usual tennis, soccer and f1. but boy-o-boy this really has been some insane days..

Sony Ericsson Open 2009

Watched Djo's game against Tsonga. I thought Djo would be defeated becos he lost to tsonga for 4 cont times recently.. but to my surprise djo, ok... i hoped he would win but...


watched nadal's game against wawrinka.. omg. this game is so tensed. both sets ended 7-6.. nadal won plainly becos he had fewer unforced error. wawrinka had aces, nadal had none. totally shocked. and some shots by wawrinka is really"WOW"


on the left is wawrinka with federer on the right.

then came the shocker that nadal lost to del potro. complained to huili.. by now i realised that this masters is actually like a decider as to who will take the world no. 3 spot in ATP. if murray advances further than djo, murray wud take over that spot. the draw has been drawn in such a way that the winner of the nadal-del potro game wud play the winner of murray-forgot game. so it's like almost D-U-H for murray to win del potro, which he did, i mean murray has been in red hot form in recent months.

federer lost to djo to my extreme surprise. but i have to say, fed was quite weird during this game. unusually many unforced errors, things like hitting the ball OUT of the court when he was right in front of the net. and the most most shocking thing is that he smashed his racket cos he's totally pissed..
Federer's rare act , Click to view video

now watching djo vs murray. ok i noe the % of djo winning is ultra low.. but í'm still gonna watch it anyway.. now is only the 4th game but murray has broken djo's serve twice. omg!! and in no way does djo look like he's gonna win this set.. now's the 4th game and murray is already leading 40-0. are u sure this is a final? totally lob-sided. wonder what went wrong for djo ever since winning the aust open last yr.. that's like more than 1 entire yr ago.. i just hope that djo will be sporty.. no need to win. but just fight. dun let murray get rid of him so soon so easily. the stakes are high here.. huge prize $$ and the world 3rd spot. i really feel like switching off my tv now.. almost can't bear to continue watching...

Formula 1

This week the race goes to Sepang.. The GOH is the new malaysian PM. i actually didn't know they changed PM until ytd i think. omg.. really haven't updated myself with such impt things recently.. bad bad..

qualifying was a heartache for me again. Rai is not performing again.. and Massa's all the way back, he didn't even get pass Q1 -.- This season is real weird. the ferrari and mclaren are like almost invisible. totally nightmare-ish.. esp for ferrari. but brawn is totally totally WOW WOW WOW. they almost didn't get to race at all cos Hondo sorta pulled out but 2 wks b4 the aust grand prix, i think, brawn came to the rescue.. then virgin came out to become the major sponsor of Brawn GP.. look at the clothe of Button and Bar and u will see how plain theirs is compared to the other teams

ps.. i'm really fainting from watching tennis.. djo is down 5-1 in 20 mins!!!

the malaysian GP was totally crazy. they predicted rain 10 min into the race. but rain didn't come.. ltr it came in bits and pieces. so the track was like completely dry somewhere and drizzling elsewhere -.- the track is too huge i suppose.

The Sepang course

so rai gambled and put on extreme wet tires. poor poor choice. he could drive as fast as the rest. he's like 10 secs slower than others each round. then i think the weather prediction thingy got struck by lightning.. no one knew the rain was coming fast and furious. so everyone came in change their tires to intermediate wets, they had prev stuck to slick tires during their 1st routine pit stop. then the crazy rain poured and the entire track was flooding.. the rain rushing down from uphill. so everyone rushed in to change to extreme wets. and within the next 10 mins the red flag came out. race was suspended. b4 that cars were spinning around on the track and i think many of the drivers couldn't see their way. they had put on some black thingy on their visors cos they were afraid that sunset would be too bright.. those black black sticker are like those on car windows.. those that block out sunlight.

the cars were mostly parked at the starting grid. drivers wondering if they could/should continue. it's up to the race director (if i nv rmb the title wrongly) to decide whether things are going on. u can't really see the rain from here. if u zoom out this is what u will see.


lalala. fast forward. the camera man found rai all dried and in shorts taking out an ice-cream to eat from the fridge -.- he had wheeled his car into the garage during the red flag becos he's car had some probs with the KERS system. during all these everyone else were wondering whether they could cont on with the race.. all tensed up except the ICEMAN.. but actually it's not good news for iceman.. he's got no championship points again!! how can!!! is he really gonna fade away from F1 just like that? he's got 1 world title but look at alonso he got 2 back to back and he's still fighting hard in every race regardless of his position. or is Ferrari really so suay every week to get sth wrong that really dashed the hopes? =(

these are last yr's top 3 finishers of Sepang but none of them finished today. Kubica (left) couldn't start his car which ltr came on fire (not a huge fire). Raikkonen (centre) is the Ice-cream eating man. Kov (i forgot how to spell his name, he's on the right anyway). He spunned onto the gravel in the 1st round -.-

really kan bu xia qu le.. djo's 1 set down in under 36 mins =(

the race ended becos there was not enuff time to finish running it and the raibn was too huge for them to drive anyway. there's this weird rule that the race have to finish within 2 hrs so as to fit into TV time -.- the race in Msia and Aus has been changed to late afternoon race becos of TV too.. FIA wanted to make sure that it suits the Europeans who watch.. poor drivers becos of that they had to endure during when the sun is setting and when place is getting darker. it's no night race sia. they dun have the lights prepared. boooooo. the media money is really making sportsmen's life tougher while at the same time making their lives better. if u dun please the media people, u get fewer advertisement $$, lower viewership, smaller prize $$, more games/races removed..

EPL

this is one heart attk. liverpool had to win to keep themselves in the title race. time ticked away on the clock as they try to break the fulham defence. hit the pole not once not twice but at least 4 times. really felt like fainting.. finally at the 92nd min they scored. phew


Man U.. omg omg omg. i just finished watching the game before starting to type this entry. that game was 100% entertaining. and not suitable for anti Man U peeps to watch. man U led 1-0.. then 1-1 by half time.. AV managed to crawl back and led 2-1 in the early part of 2nd half. so AV gained confidence.. chiong chiong chiong. tried their best to get their 3rd. Man U on the other side was almost panicking.. also chiong chiong chiong to tackle every ball possible to get back possesion so that they can at least try to score somehow.. so vroom vroom vroom.. ur heart will vroom with the pace they are playing at. everyone at their 100% or more. then ronaldo came at an unlikely moment and scored. so man U are level at 2-2 at abt 80+min.. u think it's gonna end here. hell NO. this weird ref, who allowed a free kick in the penalty box which man U scored (since when there's free kick in the box??!!), gave 5 mins of extra time. OMG. like where got so many sub and injury?? where did this 5 mins grow from? and true true true enuff. Man U killed AV in that 5 min. this young boy, 17 yrs old. scored on his Man U debut. omg omg omg. Macheda. the name that's gonna be splashed all over the newspaper. He ran into the crowd to hug his family (i think after he scored) and got a yellow card. but what's the big deal. his goal could be that 1 goal that decides this yr's EPL title! and look at how happy the players, the entire stadium (minus the AV fans are)




above are Man U's 2 scorer of the day. left is Macheda. photo from espnsoccernet.

err.. why is djo's trainer down here again? why does it always happen. i know he has a medical record but why does it look a little too often? i totally worry sia. if he really can't take it will he suddenly collapse 1 day or leave the sport? is all this too much for him?

eh.. suddenly the tides are turned. Djo is leading 4-1 at the 2nd set. this is so weird. what's with the 2 of them?