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I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.


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was browsing through my mails.. & this is wad i've found..

GEMINI
Irresistible Nice. o.0 sounds so nice sia
Love is one of a kind. wad is one of a kind?
Great listeners hmmm seems quite true
Very Good in the you know where i don't know where -.-
Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. is this sth to do wif s-e-x??
Trustworthy. i'm trying to be like this
Always happy. almost 100% not true
Loud. yaya i know i'm a 大声婆
Talkative. i'm like this at times
Outgoing almost 100% not true
VERY FORGIVING. i've yet to realise this
Loves to make out. sounds so wrong
Has a beautiful smile. no one told me this
Generous. i don't donate money to charitable organisations... yet =p
Strong. i'm physically and mentally weak
THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. if i was i won't be single =x hahahahaha


long time didn't write. cos i see no nid in leaving behind traces of those days.. but i shall cont to be emo.. ppl pls remind me to be less emo from now on and concentrate on studying..

i've become so so so emo. that my face is fixed. ppl see my face will confirm say i'm emo =( when i smile i look unnatural =( my cher say de =( where got laaaaaaa.. i mus get rid of this emo face for the sake of my op. & for the sake of myself. if not i'll scare all the guys away.. hahahahahaa -.-

today morning on the train. on my left was kat. on my right is joo's class tat eugene. both were sleeping. i'm in the middle. sandwiched =S kat kept knocking onto me but it's ok. she even 靠 on my arm and slept for awhile. i'm fine wif it. then the eugene nv 靠on me la! jus keep knocking on me. in the end i kinda give up. from yewtee til khatib i jus sat there dun care so much. from khatib to yck there i gave up & moved forward. cos i realli scared suddenly both 靠 on me at the same time. n those ppl infront of me are like giving that kinda stare. oh pls. i hv no relation wif the guy n i'm jus being kind to the gurl -.-

3307 is a class of 22 ppl. when i 1st noe i got into this class i was kinda uncomfortable. cos last time someone's index number is 33. ((ok. dun scold me. cos start of the yr i'm still vr emo abt it. now he got no impact on me already. i hv fulfiled my promise. i nv tink of him anymore. u all shud b happy for me instead)).








  • there's this big bird that i realli dun wanna be in the same class again. same class for 2 yr is torturous enuff. in the end i tortured myself for another yr x( i noe u might say he can be nice but he is realli too over. our class become anti him. we vr cute one la. anti tgt. increase anti-ness tgt oso. hahaha

  • next is the 大人.. he realli like girl la he. 受不了!but sometimes he is quite nice la. but that's not too often. he is oso quite cocky at times.
  • there's this 小green.. he's oni nice to cindy.. sometimes realli can't stand him oso la. and one ting he's the rich one la. say wad i keep changing bag. pls la. the total cost of my bags not even equal to ur 1 crumpler. u gt 4 lor
  • yong is the energy of the class. her laughter is infectious.
  • lyn. she's one person who loves gold far far more than me. she has so many golden bags. 2 everlast. 1 nike. and recently 1 puma. wow. *drools*
  • gen. 1 sweet girl tat's smart. transfered to our class cos she feel she cannot cope wif h2 chem. she's the person whom the guys tink is the prettiest. i wun argue abt it. it's true.
  • popo. he's one hardworking chap tat's vr emo also. dunno wad illness he has. i dun dare to ask.. he's quite caring. ((he rmb tat i cried even b4 大人can start his ghost story. from then on he'll warn me if anyone telling ghost story. i realli dunno y the other time i'll cry =s ))
  • huimin. she's one stressed girl. almost like me. maybe a little more chum than me. nice person. on vr gd terms wif every guy. hates bird
  • zhiyang. dun realli noe her. but from the promo chem results i can tell that she's vr hardworking..
  • naqiah.. the h2 malay student who passed her promos.. has a bf of yrs. lucky girl =)
  • gab. an asshole at times. 187cm tall. *jealous*
  • will. pw mate. the grounbreaker person. haha. has a dog at hm which i'm scared of although it means no harm and looks quite cute.
  • cL. "wife" of the above person. haha. she's my emo budbud. we 2 super emo de lor. and we influence each other to be emo =x she's giving up on herself though =( hope tings weren't this way
  • zw. the pikachu person. haha. pw mate. gambler. looks totally in a mess. but that's him. & he loves purple more than i do
  • jr. the shy guy who's nice. pw mate 2. smart guy 2
  • joel. the guy who 4ever rebutt wadever the chi cher say and piss her off. the no1 in our class. closet mugger. soccer fanatic. soccer player. gambler.
  • Zeeee. another soccer fan and player. pro in geog. momo loves him. pw rep. influenced me to pronounce jus like him which makes mr guru a little fustrated =x cos it makes us sound nervous although we aren't.
  • 可人. the weirdo. everytime tinking of her kumar, daydreaming, smiling to herself, laughing for no reason. but quite gd in studies. loves to sing
  • hulk. the long hair person who is strong haha. my potential econs tutor =p
  • shing. the pro in last minute studying.
  • cindy moo. the orange lover. pw mate. fav student of mr guru.

haha. thinking back. this class is nice n not nice for various reasons. but i'll miss em if i can't promote tgt wif them =(

op coming. so mus pia pia pia. chi exams coming. and i'm not confident in getting my A. cos my compo mark range so large la. for the nov 06 paper i get 52. for the june07 paper i tink. i got oni 36. shit shit la. i nid my a. my other sub suck


Wednesday

had the op workshop for quite a number of hours. dunno how did everyone survive. dunno if we should say we are lucky to hv JAY as our instructor. he is DA boss. so it was quite nerve wrecking. quite glad that we hv a grp of nice instructor to come down to coach us. but kinda sad cos we hv to share the instructor wif pj =( last yr's snr's get to call those instructors down almost anytime anywhere. sob sob. but nvm. we still hv guru! anyway. we also cannot gao dim our WR where got time to go find jay.

Thursday

went to build some stupid sandcastle. that bird dunno wad he was thinking la. he wanna pour water at my butt. he even ask for permission to pour. shittt la. wad is ur prob??!! everyone arnd me also saw it la. he was saying "soolin i pour water hor" & that bucket is pointing near my butt. after that after 大人 flattened the surface. some bird started digging. 大人 was angry la. me and emo saw it & we also tot it's totally irrelevant to do it la. the thing is the bird even tried to argue his way. of course 大人 will be even more angry la. goshh..

friday

it's supposed to be open hse. but it doesn't feel like it at all. so there's nth to say abt it. i was doing WR at the same time too cos there was realli nth i can do. the open hse is merely a chance for the SC to 自high and for shulin's aje to earn $$
-.-

i brought the laptop to sch & forget to bring it back x( i shocked my family la. they tot i lost it x( i didn't ok. it's in my locker. dunno if jr can help me to take today. but today is public holiday. oh no... my thumbdrive is inside. ahhhh pw.

Saturday

i forgot 2 watch england's u21. stupid. i was awake. argh.. joe hart was the goal keeper.* grumble grumble* nvm they won 1-0. ltr at 10 there's england snr squad. will get to see my gerrard. lampard might nt b playing though =( ol wells..


hmm. ytd finally got to watch tv in some peace. managed to watch f1. the chinese track is realli vr bendy. it's supposed to look like a chinese char but i can't figure out wad word. chinese are realli kinda superstitious. so probably some word wif some special meaning or wadever.

next yr SG will be hving our vr own F1 race!! wohoo. 28th sept at night if all goes well. 1st night race in f1. cool ^^ so excited. haha. dunno y.


lemme show u ppl what is called super nice eyes =p or at least i tink it looks nice la

ytd watched quite a bit of man u vs wigan tat match. oni started watching at 36th min. by then man u already gt 3 injured players. after they scored the first goal i tot erm maybe no more goals so i started switching channel. but when i switch back i missed the replay of the 2nd goal. so i watch a while more. then bored le switched to watch rugby. england vs australia. and suay suay i saw 1 english guy kena attacked or banged or wadever until he bleed. then all the blood is on his white shirt. eeee. i "eee.eee..eee..." cover my eyes but i nv change chn. so dumb dumb. by the time i switch back to chn 27. i missed man u's 3rd goal's replay. by jus a bit again. argh! eventualli man u won 4-0 ( i saw the last goal) & currently they're on top of the charts. they'll remain there if arsenal loses today.

well that's how ronaldo looks like now.. after getting 4 stitches. he purposely cover his eyes for quite some time ytd after the game knowing tat the cam is shooting him. but b4 tat he winked at the cam. haha. no wonder he has so many female fans

tis morning watched the repeat telecast of france vs all blacks. all blacks lost depsite leading 13-3 at half time. *faints*

joe hart. 20. goalkeeper. man city. england u21.

Kasper Schmeichel. 21. goalkeerp man city. denmark u21.

1 is 20. 1 is 21. but the older one looks far cuter. he is by far the cutest goalkeeper / player i hv seen. my whole family agrees wif me!! =)


Live Life

Soccer match & Life

our life sometimes realli seem like a soccer match.. we're the players. teachers are the coaches. referees are erm.. depends.. lemme give u an example.

mid yr exam = first half of a soccer match (45 min)
we'll be trying to score, to get gd result

promo = 2nd half of soccer match (45 min)
we'll still be trying to score. if during the 1st half we're not leading. we'll be trying even harder now.

after promo = extra time (15+15 min, depends on whether there's a winner during the 1st 15 min)
we are now looking at our exam scripts. trying to 讨分. 用我们的老命拼了! we have lesser time than during the actual match. we're feeling tired. if managed to get a score that can promote. no nid to cont wif 2nd 15 mins.

determining if u can promote = penalty shoot out
now our pic are being shown to the teachers. they'll be deciding if we can promote conditionally. the feeling is super super tense. you'll round up ur frends to try to give u moral support.

Ego Box



Things I wanna do

Pixel Icons at Ego Box find a time to go out wif 姐妹档 (4got how to write le)
Pixel Icons at Ego Box go & K until siao
Pixel Icons at Ego Box go makan tgt wif the hulk they all
Pixel Icons at Ego Box sleep
Pixel Icons at Ego Box pack my room
Pixel Icons at Ego Box find a way to make my cardboard less messy
Pixel Icons at Ego Box figure out a time to do OP & WR
Pixel Icons at Ego Box Watch F1 race
Pixel Icons at Ego Box Watch Hamilton & Alonso fight it out
Pixel Icons at Ego Box Watch Ferrari winning in china making the Championship a battle
b/w Alonso Hamilton and Raikkonen
Pixel Icons at Ego Box Watch soccer match til wee hours w/o worries =)
Pixel Icons at Ego Box waking up in the middle of the night to watch champion league
Pixel Icons at Ego Box watch liverpool squad get rotated again
Pixel Icons at Ego Box watch liverpool squad playing vr uncomfortably as a result
Pixel Icons at Ego Box watch liverpool losing =( better dun la
Pixel Icons at Ego Box watch liverpool draw =( like wasting my time
Pixel Icons at Ego Box watch gerrard score & scream the hse down
Pixel Icons at Ego Box watch pepe save a penaltly and scream the house down
Pixel Icons at Ego Box watch arsenal losing finally after 9 straight wins/draws. dunno when
will it be
Pixel Icons at Ego Box watch man u winning a boring 1-0
Pixel Icons at Ego Box seeing cristiano ronaldo running arnd wif 4 stitches to his eye brow
after being elbowed.
Pixel Icons at Ego Box watch sunderland bend it like beckham
Pixel Icons at Ego Box watch kaka score more penalties but AC still nv win =s
Pixel Icons at Ego Box looking at all the shuai ge & cute guys on tv =p

Ego Box

ytd went to bali thai to makan. the place is nice. the food is nice. the service nice. got 1 waiter vr shuai! haha. i'm not 发花吃-ing ok. i'm jus kinda outta my mind =x keep looking out for shuai ge

ok tat's my head. my mum can't realli take properly


i took the least rice & look at how much i've left.





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