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I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.


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steven gerrard

hehe presenting my most expensive piece of cloth... STEVEN GERRARD jersey
this is the back. this are the words that make it so expensive
this is the front
this is the "crest" not vr nice leh. and i dunno what does it exactly mean. 3 lions

the nicest part of the shirt. this golden star. also no idea what it means. nice jiu can liao. even aunty cindy say this is nice.

another abt 1 mth more to the start of EPL. yea yea yea

A beautiful diamond needs to be brought out into the light to be fully appreciated



now all the papers are over. lets do some recap.

DAY1
econs - wrote rubbish -> shud b failing. hoping for sub-pass. sad la. i studied lor. darn it man. U
gp - bleah. i dun even noe wad word has the same meaning as perfect (first question) so shud be dead le la -> U

DAY2
30 mins of chi listening - seriously waste my time. i cud hv done more math at hm and slept longer

DAY3
math - first time dun feel like i'll fail although there are quite a BIT of blanks ->no U grade
geog - wrote rather little (i feel). crap for a few questions =( -> pass. i will cry like hell if i fail

DAY4
chinese
- i tink the cher will be bu shuang wif my compo again. i rushed thru it in 1 1/2 hr lor. thinking tat i wun hv time ltr -.- during p2 still can do p1. shit la. but wad's the use. no time to edit anyway -> C
chemistry - i totally dunno wad was i doing. this is a H1 and i can't make it. how stupid. but on the other hand. how lucky i'm. not in pj sci . i'll die if i'm a sci student. i tink i'm allergic to sci -> U. even less than 20

was looking thru my likes. haiish the pics nid to edit soon le bah. smith was not offered contract in MAN U le =( Gonzalez also like leaving liverpool liao. hai.

I GOT MY GERRARD england JERSEY already! yeah! i noe england is lousy team. gerrard also no big deal, but i like gerrard and the england jersey not bad la. juz that the pirce quite bad. 150+ SGD b4 discount. heng ah got 30% discount. yeah! and it's imported from england =p wen's godpa bought it for me. i oni paid 50 SGD. wakakaka

feeling lame now. trying to extend this entry cos i dun wan to go watch tv. i dun lyk a char in the show so i'm skipping this bit -.-

33/07 chalet
2d1n but felt more like a sleepover plus a bbq. it was a day after famine camp

the bbq was not realli 100% done by guys. felt rather weird abt it. i normally tot guys do it. or at least my uncles do it instead of my aunts. many 4e1 guys do it instead of the girls. so this time was a little weird. weird-est ting was i actualli went near to the pit not to bbq my marshmellow. haha. pampered eh? no! cos i realli can't cook!

at night i was kinda spoiler cos i keep mentioning that i dunno how to play murderer. i realli can't tell if someone is winking or blinking. i dun noe if my wink is obvious yet not too obvious. =( hai me=spoiler. found out ms ng realli noe howda play many card games.

wanted to watch sunrise but face wrong direction =x

slept at the busstop while waiting for bus. spelt on that 5 min bus ride. slept on the train for 1hr plus xD but i didn't oversleep. tried my best nt to sleep on the 15 min bus ride. slept from 9am to 5pm on mummy's bed. scaring everyone at hm. muahaha!

i hv been spelling slept as spelt for quite a few times =( i realised i also forgot how to spell 90 & 14. my mum randomly tested me =S


famine camp 16,17 june 2007

last last week went for tat. realli starved for 30 hrs. but i hv to admit i ate 2 mentos sweet. it's better than some other people. i guarantee many ppl had their fill on the 2nd day during the rotting session. ok abv is the back of the shirt of some girl. i took it when i was too bored

this was my last MEAL b4 the camp. my fav nutrisoy!! see the tee so nice. the black one also the same design. i was in myanmar wif siying huimin(see that red red ting on my hand) so happy got ppl i noe. hehe. so we 3 stick together thruout the camp =p we anti social mah. muahaha.

this is the big big banner in the audi or sth. the place was cold on the first day. even colder on the 2nd day prob cos we are all hungry. there's this person who opened his/her sleeping bag la =x u can imagine how ke lian we were

me siewghim and kat b4 the camp actualli started. the clock hvn't started ma. so not counted as starving =(23 sec into the camp and soon after we reported to our HOME BASES. after that we played one vr long lasting game. and i was suppose to be blind. or at least hv blind. but i simply took off the so called blindfold. huimin was hving AIDs haha. supposingly AIDs lead to the poor hving even worse living condition. i tink also true ba. since geog notes also say so muahaha. siying had a broken arm so she was attached to another person. i'm not healthy so i cannot be attached to her. then we had to get education cos it's vr impt. i agree. then get a job to earn money. yup so can buy food and drink to eat. also hv to get vacinated. like tat then wun fall sick. and i still hv to do 30 sit up n pushup. bleah. nvm. healthy lifestyle. then at 10pm we were like all so happy when the timer became 8hrs. cos we oni gt 22 more hrs to go!! haha tat time my stomach was like squeezing together. so uncomfortable

ok this was other washing up past 12. supposed to hv lights out at 2359 but in the end lights out near 1am. lights out also no use can't sleep. ppl still toking. wanted to cont chatting but next day still mus go collect newspaper need energy la. so sleep lor. woke up at 5 plus went to bathe and brush teeth wash face. the water was super cold! first time i felt that way. hai. mus be cos i hungry

after washing up and BREAKFAST we had tis instructor we came to make/teach us some moves. exercise la. not dance. sheesh. we hvn't eaten n u expect us to move. o well. still mus do.

went out to collect newspaper. in a hungry state still. bleah. everyone slept on the way there and on the way back. simply too tired and hungry.

took it too fast. tinking that my phone will lag awhile and it'll be 30 hrs exactly. when everyone was counting down. it feel like wow. i'm finally gonna eat.

there u go 30 hrs. can eat le!! like real.. still mus assemble wait here wait there then can eat. burger king. down in less than 5 min. bad for health but. and all the weight i lost in the prev 30 hrs all gained back le =( ok plus after that de pasta and soup realli add back the weight lost

3rd week

this entire. i hv been slacking most of the time. either youtube-ing or computer-ing or bridge-ing or sleeping or watching tv. bleah. today's thursday. i still hv 10 days exactly til my first paper which is econs x( but strictly speaking i oni hv 6 days becos there's famine camp on sat and sun chalet on mon n tues x( i still haven't started studying at all. ok can go and die le. everyone says they hvn't started but i noe they hv la. juz that they dun tink it's enuff yet. im in arts so there's much memorising to do. shhhsh. then i still hv like 2 geog drq. the hw is not too bad. what realli sucks is the studying. so sian of studying la. normally june hols is like enjoy life. now. bleah
ok. enuff of sad stuff. ytd we had our first 4e1 gathering of 2007! haha. although like not vr close wif everyone but we were still a class that was tgt for 2 yrs. 2 torturous yrs. there were backstabbing fights and quarels wadever. but there were many happy times. the cny deco comp for both yrs. the wadever comp they sch organise n we happen to want to get invovled in. the 2006 multiracial day. the chalet which i somehow forgot it dunno-when.
so we went to bp park. i brought 2 decks fo cards there. i dun noe how to cook mah. wad u wan me to do. haha. n heng ah. this cards was handy. entertained many people. so some were cooking the rest were playing. asshole daidee or bridge. so many hrs passed as i sat almost at the same spot and played =x i was like waiting for food to come to me drinks too =p




finally met up wif the whole jie-mei dang haha. lame name but haha. hn still calls me laoda. weird tat i still respond to that. val and fai came late. so it was dark le =( but we still had fun

almost the whole class came. except nigel bryan lina laulau and ruiguang. but it's quite impressing le la. ry and hn left earli. i tink cos we like outcast them. we play bridge until outcast them. sorrie =( many left earli many stayed til quite late. i was there until 11 plus. so late that i didn't dare to go hm. darn those boys la. can't they juz walk us to the bus stop !! oh well. nvm i still hv ris and KS. KS walked me to the bus-stop and waited for the bus wif me. *so touched* was rather worried that there will be no bus sia. 2330 liao lor. heng ah. got bus. but after that still call mum down to fetch me although it's like juz quite a short dist walk hm from the bus-stop. sorrie la. i sacred mah


in one shot

SATURDAY

it's a mental torture. realli. juz so glad that i din cry out. or else...

wud u torture ur own mother? wud u torture ur mother-in-law juz becos u dun like her? wud u deprieve an old lady the most basic source of happiness -- her grandchildren? wud u isolate an old lady? wud u use other ppl's maid like she's urs? wud u torture the maid by making her do wad she isn't supposed to, like washing UR clothes?wud u dump an old lady alone at hm w/o $ w/o food for one whole week while u n ur family enjoy ur 1 wk in japan?

how can u be so cruel? how can u torture 2 innocent soul? how can u torture a poor old lady who is already losing it despite being oni 60 plus and she used to be so strong? how can u be so heartless?

juz tinking of it makes my heart sink. and tears to well up in my eyes. to whoever that it FUCK u! if u dun believe in retribution then cont wif wadever u r doing. dun forget this happened b4 on another person. u also hv a son. oni 1. juz the same as the prev. if u dun wan to see urself being in the same state, wake up and stop wadever u r doing.

SUNDAY

a total opposite from saturday. no tears. juz smiles smiles and more smiles

met up wif ry ks hn. finally after so so long. ^^ too bad ris not back yet. anyway. we went to arcade. spent quite a bit. played that bball machine. haha. hand so tired after that. leg also kinda tired. at most oni gt 72 pts =( haha but it was fun =p after tat also play that hit hit hit machine. haha. ry pro at it.. [next time then post pic] we also took neos. first time chose wrong printing format. so in the end oni got 4 super big 4 small ones -.- 2nd on more ok la. but the machine de pic nt nice de =_(

after that met mummy they all and had dinner and yakun. man. frm so hungry to so full. after tat went to the pasar malam. i bet that there will be no jersey of steven gerrard. i wanted to prove it so we went. in the end there was!! x_x but it was way too big for me to wear lor. there are also many others w/o number. there's even the pillow. but i nv buy. the real one i nicer and quality also better.

so heng wen's godpa in england now. wah piang. i was still asking dad if 5aunt is in uk instead of us xD yea. so asked him to check out the price there. and so heng! i can get my vr own steven gerrard england home jersey 07-09 yeah! so instant lor. haha. wheee can't wait to get it. online it was 51.49 pounds. wen's godpa found it at 30% off (offer oni started on saturday) so it's abt 38 / 39 pounds. wheeeee so happy.

MONDAY

actualli planned to do so many tings today but still can't realli b bothered. partly cos i 'm not used to hving to do work and revision during the holidays. normally i can juz slack my days away but still complete my tasks. also today stomach vr bad. went to the loo 2 times in 1 hr. pain like hell.


hehe. hv been waking up at 2 plus for 2 cont day to watch soccer. wahaha. u21 and euro2008 qualifier. u21 won 5-0. the snr won 0-3. nice nice =D in both matches the man-of-the-match are english =D yea! this shows that the english man are finally finally becoming what they are expected to. and once again. john terry proved why he can be a part time goal keeper =x he saved a goal again !! near the line!! ^^ gerrard was once again like a part time defender =x he's like more busy marking people then running arnd wif the ball. lampard i tink he's getting better 了啦. at least he didn't get boo-ed. beckham was 超 cool i tell u. i mus say. that mcclaren mus be 后悔-ing why did he want to drop becks last time. he's like WOW. his free kicks, corner kicks. nice man. that crouch is so stiff la. his legs like dunno howda kick soccer like tat x( but cos he tall ma. so when there's high ball ah. wah. he win liao lor. so he so so vr de heng scored. michael owen has finally scored again =) i tink after watching so much soccer for 2 cont nights ah, either i'll fall sick or my brain will bao zha or my eyes will pop up.. so better sleep more drink more water.. better do it b4 ppl nag at me =p

now chionging to finish reading the cl bk. oh well i can't realli be bothered to read liao la. i'm like skipping a few chpts to go to the back. wadever la. since it's all short stories nia. not one whole story.


there's harmoc today. realised that we seem to be more bonded. haha. ya more bonded suddenly. haha. mus be becos there is no more snr. muahahaha. wad harmoc tee, dinner xD. is it realli happening??!! our section is the most most enthu i tink. haha. we siao siao say we are going to hand in 9 sets of t-shirt design, 1 ea. -.- mus realli be CRAZY le. snr warned us that our section will confirm get a lot of scolding from lao shi de. but today we din!! yeah!! we said hen hao twice ^^

i realised that there are many tings in life that we hv taken from granted. and by the time we realise it might hv been too late. nowadays dunno why keep tinkin abt the past. not only HIM la. i'm glad i realise the impt of some tings b4 it's too too late. and i'm glad that i hv some nice frends arnd me. i also realised how blessed i'm. there are many tings others did for me. *touched touched*

cherish the people and things around you. you'll realise how lucky you are to have those people around you, by your side.

june already

it's june alrdy worh!! omg omg omg. assignments hvn't do. exams coming le. hai. die die liao la. how m i gonna survive this mid yr. hai. wad more say the promos. bleahh..

oh well enuff of the saddening stuff. ytd had lessons and cca until 5.30.. then rotted at woodlands mrt station for 1/2 hr b4 realising that everyone else was everywhere else. x( ok. so after LESS decision. we went to eat wad we say we wudn't eat anymore... SAKAE buffet. haha. kt and xy ate 17 plates. me n hl ate 16. can't eat anymore le la. actualli is cos nth to eat liao. so sian la.. so we ate for like 2 hrs. wahahaha. total 75++ and i din pay. WHEEEEEE... after went to take neos. then draw too slow la. the person keep asking us to hurry. =S

suppose to wake up to watch england vs brazil but somehow i din hear any alarm so by the time i woke up was 6.20 le =_( nvm ltr 2pm/ 8.30 got repeat^^