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I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.


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This Christmas Don't Just Buy A Gift, Fulfil A Wish...
[quoted from sears.com]

This afternoon i read the papers. for the first time i actualli sit down and read 1 article. it's quite a long article. it's abt the dragon boat accident in indonesia. it has been reported for many days. i didn't wanna read abt it cos i was simply 2 lazy. but today dunno wad got into me. i decided to read. boo. shud nt hv done tat. simply by reading i can't help but feel like crying... doesn't sound like me? i oso dunno how emotional i'm. dun believe tat it's so sad.. read The Straits Times -home. it's realli sad lor. they described wad the families did at the platoon jus b4 coming back. it was oso the first time the dragon boat team went back to that place. who cud hold back their tears? who? male will oso cry la. i mean ur team mate is gone forever. then there was oso a short interview with the captain. he had to describe the situation to the respective families and try to explain. it's already vr sad and he still had to do tat. imagine his agony =_( there's nth i can do other than jus hoping for the best for the families of those 5 men.

anyway.. i swear i'm nv nv nv ever going to cut my fringe short.. cos whenever i cut my fringe short.. the person will cut it real short above my eye brow.. eee. disgusting... i told myself so many times not to cut short but i still cut short so many times.. looking back at the neoprints & pics of my short fringe.. i seriously hope all those pics can b burnt and removed from this world 4ever!!

[0020]

brought the laptop to my rm. 1st time the internet connection can work.
pluck on my hp de earphone. wow! i can actualli listen to music -.-
trying to study econs.
music 陪我.

[0113]

radio surfing now. the chn are kinda boring. the one i kinda like can't realli get reception..
was reading abt the compensating wage differential or sth like tat la.. they say ministers are paid lower than MNC directors but they are compensated wif status... hmmm didn't our ministers jus get a pay rise?? so $$ is the thing that matters...

[0126]

i shall b off to watch soccer since the radio station simply dun wan to work...
yea abt soccer.. from the econs textbk.. especially skilled soccer players are paid vr highly.. i wonder.. how do they define especially skilled and how they convert that lvl of skills into cold hard cash taking into acct the country's currency... i tink i realli tink 2 much.

the past 2 days

the past 2 days was quite torturous.. i'm super-duper sick. my nose ran away. tissue paper disappeared fast. but despite that i watched soccer (duh..) & managed to try to do 1 math promo paper.

the ijc paper was not easy to do lor... of the questions tat we are to do. i cud oni do abt half or less than half... hai.. no wonder i failed my promos. maybe my math realli suck. if anyone here is kind enough.. pls teach me how to do those questions.. the CJ questions 2. bleah =(

yea.. back to more happy stuff.. watching soccer is most of the time fulfilling... even when i'm so sick.. haha..

the first game of the weekend was newcastle vs liverpool.. b4 the game i tot this was gonna b a boring game since liverpool captain gerrard will be depressed abt the england exit. but all was wrong.. he did well. seriously. not tat i'm bias.. he was the man-of-the-match. comments from various people/sites/newspapers were good. =D when he scored during the 28th minute. i fulfilled my wish of screaming the hse down... hahahahahahaha. but it wasn't exactly loud la. i dun wan to get complained and my voice cudn't permit anything louder.. but it was loud enuff for my sis to complain =p can't b helped she is jus sitted abt 3m away from me.

for the whole weekend. whoever was named in the england team sheet (that's abt 20 plus players) was booed. dun care if u played or not. as long as u r in the snr squad u'll b booed. whenever they touched the ball they'll b booed.

boos which i heard...
1. gerrard (liverpool) - the captain for england on that dreadful day...
2. barry (aston villa) - he played that day..
3. carson (aston villa) - he was the goal keeper..
4. terry (chelsea) - he is england's captain but he didn't play that day due to injury...
5. lampard (chelsea) - he scored tat day u noe!!
6. shaun wright-phillips (chelsea) - he played that day..
7. j. cole (chelsea) - he played that day..
8. a.cole (chelsea) - he was injured that day so didn't play
some players i wasn't too sure if they were booed.. i wasn't paying attention and perhaps they didn't touch the ball so much.. david bentley was booed as usual i hv to say.. he has been booed since mid yr for not wanting to play for the u21 squad.. so he tio boo i oso can't b bothered.

the world cup qualifiers have been drawn. and england is dunno suay or wad. they'll b in the same grp as croatia AGAIN. but those games will b in sept next yr.. if i get to promote i doubt i'll watch anyway.. so forget it..

euro2008 will b in mid yr next yr i suppose.. hmmm.. i can carry my italy bag and walk arnd.. at least then it'll look more purposeful.. i'll bury my england jersey in some corner


ok. england croatia game jus finished. i dun tink i'll b able to sleep le. oh wells. maybe u hv guessed it or u already noe. england has "disqualified" themselves in some sense...israel fought hard to win so tat england cud fight for their qualification. but see wad happened??!! they lost. so it's game over.. i mean russia wun lose de lor -.- so for the whole of 2008 english players are going to camp in their respective clubs while some other people fight it off in austria&switzerland.

in my pt of view... no offence

the defenders ain't tat wonderful. seriously. maybe i bias or wad. but i seriously hv an issue wif richards. there are 5 midfield in front of him & he can end up in front of them. wad is this??!! richards is oni like 19? or is he not. wadever the case, he can still kik for the under 21s tat i noe. he looked vr scared on the field to me. when u r scared, how can u win a game? boy u nid more practice and stop being so cocky. jus play ur role as a defender well. dun try to0 hard to score.

there's a prob wif the strikers. crouch, defoe, bent. 1,2,3. all are strikers in their respective clubs. strikers tat dun strike. which means strikers tat warm the benches. so they are all not as sharp as they cud seriously be.

goalie. this is oni his 2nd international game. so tat means he is inexperienced. at av i doubt he has seen any 大场面so when he was playing he mus hv been so so so stressed. after he let in the 1st goal my 1st comment was.. "isn't this another paul robinson??!!" after the 2nd goal "kns" 3rd goal "realli gameover". all 3 cud b saved. but he had butter fingers (picture a pair of hands after holding butter for vr long) but there was 1 nice shot which he blocked off. gave me false hope that england will qualify

the wonderful coach. i hv a few comment. "why do u not noe how to fully utilise a 5 men midfield. how can u actualli let in 2 goals when the balls are supposed to get stuck in midfield??!!" as far as i noe 5 men midfield shud b able to cover the whole width of the field. but as far as i can see. they are not. "say byebye to ur international career"

now that england has ended its euro dream. she can oni pray hard that she'll b able to qualify for world cup. if not seriously it's a total disgrace being the country of soccer origin in some sense. but come to think of it.. by the time world cup 2010 comes... beckham wud hv retired. campbell 2. so many players wud hv reached their 30s or are arnd there (terry, gerrard, lampard, barry, owen... ...).. u can oni pray hard that by then rooney, richards, young, lennon, etc will b top class. if not.. 4get it.

come to tink of it. brazil is having a hard time trying to qualify for the world cup. recently they hv oni won 1 in 3 games if i'm not wrong. draw a couple of games. currently they are like 5th in the list of south american countries that are trying to fight for a place in world cup.

when it comes to brazil many will tink of kaka. well kaka said that he might quit spanish football if the rioting and killing and deaths cont on. hmm this means he is up for grabs. and who is so rich to be able to afford him?? i can oni tink of chelsea. unless kaka doesn't mind not getting a vr huge transfer fee.

scotland has seriously rocked the world with their outstanding performance. they can oni count themselve suay that the ref prefered italy. but italy being the current world champs shud hv performed better.

some will argue tat england is suay that so many key players are injured. michael owen is out for a mth cos of tat saturday game. dunno y he had to play that game. dun even noe wad's the need for the game in the 1st place. michael fav partner in crime has been injured for more than a mth now.. terry has been out for quite some time. ashely cole i tot he recovered but maybe not. ferdinand is serving a "sentence". and i tink the coach doesn't noe/dare/ feel the need to field owen hargreaves.

actualli gd for me la. next yr can concentrate on studying instead of watching soccer. i can nv be so heng to survive the psle o lvl and a lvl while watching major soccer competition. premier league has already killed me this yr.

chalet

3307 chalet at pasir ris


DAY1


met moo & peel at city hall at 3. went to white sands. took neos with the neos. the neoprint machines there are super cheap la.. $5-9 oni lor. bugis $11 -.- then we even took our own sweet time to draw draw draw ^^ finally shing came. so we went mkt-ing while pushing a trolley. haha it's to put our big bag =p by the time we reached the chalet it's already 5! muaha. u can imagine how reluctant we were to walk fast. no lah. the bus came after vr long & we led a peipei to the chalet *feeling angel-ic*


Night 1


the bbq was not fulling. but there were food left. typical chalet bbq. maybe my stomach is realli 2 large & as usual if u noe me well enuff u shud hv guessed it.. i didn't cook anything at all.


we played some games. vr fun ^^



  • played heart attk & my left palm the top & the btm also pain la. jr's hand 2 bone-y. i whack his hand until my palm pain. subsequently i gt whacked so so many times. dunno why i always goon goon end up hving my left hand among the top palms & reaction so slow. there was once someone whack my fingers until so pain!




  • indian poker. i tink i gt someting wrong wif my brain la. i dun mind getting hit on my forehead. haha. maybe cos even gabo dun dare to hit me 2 hard. muahaha




  • we played the murder. finally i can play. the other time cos i dunno howda play make the whole 气氛so 疆。this time we play by pressing. muahaha. so shiok when u r the muder. muahaha. i went on a killing spree.. press many many times on both sides

after tat went cycling. cycled to find food. end up going to pasir ris mrt station to buy bread. almost bang into cindy. i'm realli a lousy driver. actualli i noe tat for vr long le =p went back & managed to sleep from 5 to 10 lyk tat =)


Day 2


i had the worst 麻辣面. it's so so freaking sweet. not my prob. even cindy dun find it hot. emo budbud oso say it's sweet.


went to see them play pool. din feel like trying. din wanna 出丑。after tat went arcade. dumbdumb 1 i realli dun play arcade. the whack whack 1 i suck. the 投篮机器 i suddenly suck like hell la. x( dunno y oni gt 27 pt -.- the other go wif hn they all i still gt 70+ 丢脸死了.


the new mudpie mcflurry is nice. it's mcflurry mix wif choco sundae de choco

we played asshole daidee. 1st game i tio 3 dees. muahahaha. so heng ^^ after tat i was king for a couple of rounds. hehe. i oso keep getting dees. 爽 . moo super like this game la. she wanna stay for the night jus to play asshole. haha. she keep being king after she shifted her place. so she wanna cont being da king.


night 2


had sakae for dinner. the bento set was large. plus drink add up to abt 18. if i had the time i tink i might hv jus eaten buffet bah.


we got a new neightbour next door. a bunch of 小混混. so freaking noisy la. & they sat in front of our hse as those it's theirs. dumbdumb. after that they tried to disturb us. 1 guy opened our door holding 3 cigrette boxes. acted as those he's vr worried nervous or wadever. then we were all looking at him totally blur and not affected by him. we were watching tv. when we rejected him & make him take the cigrettes bac. his frends outside were like making a lot of sound. we were still like.. "ehhh wad jus happen?? -.- " we locked the door after tat. bathe in the hse's loo although i dun realli wan 2.


played daidee & bridge. oh ya. cambridge uni in chi sounds like 建桥. so when will & gabo were connecting their cards tgt. cindy was like "cambridge!" i dunno i was drunk or sleepy or jus simply switch off. i cud not concentrate playing at all =x i actualli kept bidding no-trump -.- there was once i even bid 4 no-trump. i scared the guys. i had 10 j q k ace heart la. muaha. in the end me & zw won jr and gabo hands down. we own them! 8-0. if we cont we'll still win. muaha.


soccer weekend

i shall 发花吃 for an entry... hehehe it's gonna be abt...
1. gerrard
he scored his first penalty in his liverpool career or sth like tat. he oso helped my win $$.. i wanted to scream the hse down but it was 2 plus 3 in the morning already so =x but i still woke up my mum & sis =D

i dunno wad his handsign meant but.. this is after he scored the penalty...the guy that's riding on gerrard is fernando torres. the expensive player that liverpool jus bought this season. he scored the 1st goal. dunno y is he go ultra happy but gerrard the person who jus scored looks so sian. & dunno y gerrard simply don't wanna look up =(


2. joe hart
he kept a clean sheet and denied portsmouth points. hehe also help me win $$.. he is 超帅 de!! he looks so gd in yellow ytd. haha. his smile is so so awwww. he's not like gerrard seldom smile =p

espnstar.com :

"Manchester City goalkeeper Joe Hart frustrated Portsmouth with a series of fine saves in his side's 0-0 draw at Fratton Park on Sunday. "
"Hart brilliantly tipped it onto the bar. "
"Hart made another smart save at full-stretch "

3. C. ronaldo
he claimed 2 goals to himself ytd in the 2-0 win over blackburn. & he took off his shirt after the game =x omg i sound so despo.. but seriously his bod is not bad lor.. & he is the oni guy who wears 3/4 sleeve. ppl either hv long / short sleeve his is 3/4

so hard to find pic though =(



hv been using my phone for 2 wks le. but i still dunno howda use it =( esp the connect to comp part (to transfer data)... cynzee moo say install pc suite jiu can le. but i install le right. i tried 1 song. can sia.. after tat subsequent tries also fail. sian diao.

next ting abt my phone is that. whenever i open the music player. regardless of how many songs i play the battery will decrease signnificantly soon after. *faints* at 1st i tot cos i listen 2 long.. but 30 min nia 7 bars of batt left wif 3??!!! rubbish. then there was once. listen to half a song. about 7 bars reduced to abt 4 bars. *bangs head* but i realised 1 ting. whenever i listen to music. the phone will get heated up. argh.

dun buy mp3 player also cannot la. this means i hv to save $$$. & i dun even noe wad brand to buy or wadever.

tried to plan an outing but fail. cos either person a cannot make it or b cannot. aiya gt someone cannot jiu dui liao. then i seem to b the most 闲person. when i'm supposed to be busy studying. i mus hv some big problem.. ya.. there is realli a big problem. i shud seriously be studying but wad hv i done in the past 2 weeks. eat eat eat. tv. soccer. walk walk. the oni work i hv done is a little of the peer tutoring stuff. realli wanna kill myself liao la!


wednesday morning i set alarm to wake up at 0315 cos abt 0330 got liverpool game. i woke up. walked to the phone. switched off the alarm. i was tinking "aiya liverpool sure lose de. dun watch better. if not 心痛. " so i went back to sleep. to my horror. total total horror. liverpool won 8-0. & gerrard scored! stupid stupid stupid. i'm realli not meant to watch any liverpool game. i watch they either lose or draw. tat's for the recent games la. and this is the 4th goal running that gerrard scored & i din see it live! SHIT. bleah... the following is the flying kik. this guy was flying while trying to kik tat ball.


yea.. the refree can't bear to see liverpool scoring anymore. he is being considerate to besiktas. so the game ended at 90:10 even b4 the assistant referee can show how much injury time to end. in this game. injury time is seriously not necessary.



monday
had a lvl chinese. dun ask me to comment on it cos i dunno wad to say. after that met yl for lunch. decided to go to bugis for sakae buffet but the sakae there is under renovation =( so had to go all the way back to wm.

tuesday
went bac to sch for OP prac. after that had to rush off to ah for appointment wif bell. but b4 tat went to eat tepanyaki wif the grp + hm + jolene(not too sure if this's how it's spelled). it was more budget. but a little salty cos it's kinda 2 juicy. so ended up eating more rice to reduce the juicy-ness. in total 7 people ate 12 bowls of rice if i nv rmb wrongly.

thursday
went bac for OP prac again. after tat went to eat pizza. so u can predict roughly how much tat wud b. then after walking arnd for ages, decided to hv some desset. so 6 peeps went to gelare for 1 large waffle plus some swiss ice-cream. it's a share meant for 2 i tink. but it's realli beyond our budget.

friday
after op we rotted arnd to w8 for the guys to go out to makan tgt. but they were simply 2 slow and ah pek-ish. wanted to lyk farewell for emo budbud but can't cos she has to stick wif her 爱人. so went wif shing/moo/hulk to ps. had ajisen. after dunno how many hrs we were at taka's mos gossiping away. muahaha. 2 hrs of chat. vr ke lian the peeps whom we spoke abt. =x.

saturday
wanted to hv cafe cartel for breakfast but we went 2 late =(

so in total i hv spend... 37+11+9+16 on food. & pizza hut was the cheapest x(

today no more eating le la. mus start studying already. if not i'll fail again. then i dunno wad i wud do next le

haiiii.. the following 2 mths will be vr vr packed. hv to study everyday like a siao cha bo again. this time mus studying harder. gg for class chalet. gg for badminton camp to pei kt. gg for class sl project. gg for harmoc sl project. actually still hv e1 chalet, swiss alumni gathering but i dun tink i can fork out the time liao le =( sry

oh ya sth interesting to check out
10 secrets abt men
11 things women don'tknow about men
quite interesting..

all i want for christmas

christmas sales are starting right? these are some tings tat i saw online & i noe i'll nv be able to get. i mean n-e-v-e-r.
80 pounds
8 pounds


30 pounds
not that i'm a total liverpool freak but the jersey has gerrard's signature!! the calendar quite practical ah (jus tat it's exp) then the watch is 美的lor