I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.
Kickette
ESPNstar
Duchess Lane
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last friday after cca went down to cckss for their co performance. i didn't even realise that it was FOC =x but actualli it's ok la. let them hv a chance to practice. let them feel what is it like to be performing in front a grp of audience. was sitting kinda behind and vr paiseh to stand up to take pic so the ppl so small =p spent most of the time staring at the chairs. not like mummy trying to look for yL. aiyo no nid to find de la since we see her every day. i wanna complain. why can she change her phone already!
currently painting the hse. rm are going to b in purple. muahaha. i choose de. from peach to purple.. vr hard to paint sia. purple is actualli lighter than the peach -.-
not doing hw. feeling lazy. but i hv done the malcurin series. aiya dunno howda spell la. at least did sth. planned to finish P&C but tink of pressing the calculator so vr often i sian-ed liao. also planned to do geog. think of getting the 2 thick files to find the answer. sian-ed again. so here i am
wanted to create a new background for the blog but i realised that i realli cannot make it -.- and paindotnet cannot realli make it also. wanted to make a big big 2008. then put gerrard's face in the 8. lampard's pic also. but.. nvm..
also looking for a new phone theme. and trying to figure out how to delete the i-dun-wan themes from my phone. i vr itchy backside de. i cannot survive wif a theme for 2 long de. if oni zedge can create n95 theme. i wanna make a gerrard de!! =(
resolutions for 2008
- i dun wan to put on weight. i dun wanna wish for losing weight anymore. cos as long as i dun put on weight i'll be vr glad.
- i hope to be fixed at 170. if not 170 whatever height also ok la. as long as dun flucuate. of course 170 is the best la.
- hope that i will be more hardworking. at least i wun land myself in deep shit again. at least i wun hv to pia hw last minute.
- hope that my mum's side de relationship will improve. it's tough for me to pretend i dunno anything so that i wun cry over it
- hope that my dad's side de relationship will improve. large family means more problem
- be happy. stop being emo
- at least go clubbing once =p
- swear lesser
8 simple wishes for year 08...
being 18
supporting o8 of liverpool always~
conclusion for 2007
the good abt 2007. 33/07 is quite a nice class. for a while i felt that it was the best class i hv ever been in. although ppl dun get along. although there's a bird.
it is a sucky year for me. it is not just because i'm in such a shitty situation now. provisionally promoted. put it in a not-so-nice way. i'm not promoted and not retained i'm somewhere in between. it's a disgusting situation to b in. dun like it..
past few days i hv been thinking. this yr i seemed to hv isolated myself from the world. i'm leaving in my own world. many times when i read others' blog it's like they all had fun. but not me. that's what i tink. ppl go out watch movies have gatherings. well me. the whole of this year i practically kept myself in the 4 walls of my hse.
talk about watching movies - i can count the number of movies i watch in a year with 1 hand. talk about hving fun - all i can tink of is maybe the chalet and the PJ o1. talk abt gathering wif sec sch frends - haha countable oso.
going on to jc resulted in me losing close friends. had been in the same class as charis kaisim and ruiying for 4 yrs. now 1 is at AC 1 at SA 1 at SP. if i wan to tok to anyone abt anything hu can i turn to? it's not too convenient to talk to them cos there are stuff which needs a lot of background information. also, they are more pre-occupied with their own stuff, not too nice to go "distub" them. talking to classmates is also not too convenient, it's because of the need for much background information..
being in AJ is being in an environment that doesn't suit me i suppose. it's a muggish env. i can't handle stress. not the vr least. i noe stress is something that is inevitable. i noe i hv to face it. but it's not going to be easy and it realli wasn't easy. maybe being in PJ i wud be happier. cos at least there ppl not so mug i wun feel so stress. at least there i can speak loud loud wif ppl that i'm closer wif. at least there i wun hv to wake up at 5.30 am. but maybe i will die even more horribly cos i simply slack too much. everyone tell me that being in AJ at least i can be more guaranteed wif getting into a uni. HAHAHA. if i'm not gd wad's the point. i'm not saying being in AJ totally sucks la. supposingly there are better teachers. well i hv yet to find 1 la.
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today is quite a fulfilling day. well it's cos i finished quite a lot of holiday assignments. i finished the last 2 newspaper articles! i finished my econ drq and essay! so happy!! it's the biggest accomplishment in a day for very long!!
i noe all these work should not be left until now. but wad to do. i was TRYING to study hard for the retest. ytd while watching soccer i realli did newspaper articles. i wanted to finish all 5 but seriouslly cannot la..
ytd got 1 game tv nv show live so can oni watch it today. if oni i cud watch it live la. 6-4!! half time oni 1-1 end of 2nd half 6-4. from 70th min to 80th minute scored increased from 2-2 to 5-4!!
ytd morning oso went to facial finally after half a yr. my face is seriously in quite a bad condition. u might tink i'm being too 夸张. pls at least i dun put on make up to cover those pimples/blackheads etc up. putting on make up and not removing it properly is BAD for ur face. so i'm bent on not putting on make up until i learn how to remove it properly and of course put it on properly la..
oso did ear candle waxing. can't tell if i'm hearing things more clearly. the other time i did it i also cud not tell the diff. wadever la. as long as it makes my mum stop nagging to ask me go dig my ear.
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today is already the 28th of DEC!! omg. still hv 5 newspaper article + econ + chem (i dunno where is that piece of paper already) + 2 GP essays + 4 math tutorials. omg!! that's like almost ALL of the holiday assignments =( today wanna do also like got no time leh.. hv cca until 1830. then meimei's CO performance at 2000-2100. bleah. seems like i hv to do chiong everything this weekend. aww. tat means doing while watching soccer x(
i noe it's super funny for a girl to be so so into soccer. many ppl might 看了不顺眼. so from now on i'll reduce the soccer content from my entries by more than 50%. so i shall now mention the oni few % it's going to take part in this entry..
on 26th dec morning 0056. i went back to studying math cos i was 2 disappointed by liverpool's performance. then after that i saw dad going back to sleep looking depressed. "dun tell me liverpool realli draw nia =( " but in the afternoon, my mei tell me liverpool actualli won and gerrard scored the winning goal at the 90th min!! GND! i watched until 86 minutes -.-
.jpg) anyway this year my christmas was vr "doggy-ish"... tat's cos i got 2 "dogs"
this is is from my aunt. i was so sad when i saw it. realli. cos it's a doggy bank. "are you telling me to save $$ ??" then my aunt was still saying "when u put things inside got sound one leh!" -.-
this is from gek hiang when we exchanged pressie randomly. it smells nice 2! =) it smells nice not smell like a dog ok...
anyway got a new pair of specs. actualli wanted a yellow pair cos it looks more cool. but ltr i saw this pair. it looks kinda obiang and oldies.. but the purple caught my eye..  took it while waiting for my turn to use the laptop  took it for my sis cos the pic she took is not as nice  my spec box is purple!! i didn't choose it. the optician gave it to me  while taking all the pic, i rmb sth. my bedsheet is also purple. i hv it for a few yrs liao ok. i didn't juz buy it the 3 papers that i took in the past 2 days.. hmm. i dunno howda rate them.. if can pass jiu gd. if can't then.. 认命. reasons i dun wanna retain i wud hv seem to wasted a year being in J2 in 2009 means i'll tio SYF. no thnx sia i dun wan to do 1 extra yr of PE & NAPFA
reasons i dun mind retaining reason i dun wanna stay in JC system i seem to hv scared the hell out of everyone. cos in my relatives' view (mummy's side) they all hv the impression that i'm someone who is not bad in studies. so when i noe my status is not retain not promote.. i dun dare to meet them. when i finally tell them it's thru sms. now they're telling me that it's cos my sch standard 2 high not i dumb (that's cos i replied in the sms that i'm 2 dumb to promote). my mei is 100% scared of JC now i'm vr tired of being in this system in this school i dun like NAPFA and poly has no PE!! hving a diploma is better than hving a sucky A-lvl grade
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"camp"
badminton "camp" 07 day 1 supposed to report at 8am. but since b4 tat was watching arsenal vs chelsea til 2 i decided maybe meet at 10. at least i can sleep until 9 =S
played for the 1st time in almost the entire yr. & i realli can't play. at 1st i cudn't even hit any shots xD after trying awhile then finally can. played many games under the new rule. so confusing. sheesh i realli seem to be living in the past =x after playing i realised i'm realli old cos my muscle ached (even until now). when i climb the stairs i'm so slow. even when i walk i'm slow =(
watched an inspiring movie. it was supposed to be. we are marshall. but it's abt a american football team. the original team died in a plane crash. leaving behind oni 4 players who didn't go for that away game. coaches also died. closed frend & family also died =_( it's a true story. it's a vr touching story & many people cried at certain scenes. but some other scenes the bball boys wud b making noise. morale: dun cling on to the past. move on. the future is urs to create
me khai xinyi & yilin went to bathe while the girls carried on wif their activity. then vr vr suay. that stupid toilet light will switch off after dunno how many minutes =S
i mopped the floor after the girls played wif the flour xD i'm actualli doing sth i dun even do at hm. omg. wad the hell -.-
slept on my "bed" of 3X4 tables in 4e3. wow i actualli sleep in e3 classrm. i tink i've successfully overcame IT le.
day 2 we woke up ltr than the jr. but nt as late as last yr. seems lyk we're no longer as 大牌 =( went out for breakfast. din feel like eating the food provided. had 2 eggs ice milo and siew mai. went to gombak mrt station to draw $$. jay walked abt 50m b4 the bus stop. and heng ah. if i jay walked at the bus stop that area, i'll be asked to surrender my ic and some guy will start telling u how bad is jay walking *phew*
the girls had a friendly wif christ church (again). well the opponents were strong i hv to say. and our girls are maybe not so "riped". i can't realli comment. cos my playing realli sux =x
 watched the 2nd inspiring movie. it's a vr preachy movie. & i can't realli stand it. heng mr gan forward a lot of parts. & we were watching it as if we were part of the spectators of yet another american football team. we cheered when they scored & won the game. the bball boys ah. OMG. they can realli scream. but this story is totally fairytale.  nice nice chair found in the hall on stage  the game was in CDANS. i dun care i'm still gonna call it CDANS. the place hv kinda changed le. this place had nv had windows. we cud still sit on it if we dared last time.  then we prepared for bbq. washed cut wrapped ... ... then had our bbq wif the boys x( we had 4 pits & they were like taking up all the pits x( but somehow we still got to eat cos our nice jr noe the boys jus go in and squeeze space to cook food. haha. there was this 16 yr old bball boy who tot he very "big" in terms of age. then when we told him we are 17 already he shocked tio. haha   ps still learning howda use my phone =x
 then watched the 3rd inspiring movie. since we watched it b4 we jus left the rm lor. went to gossip. haha. they suggested night walk. but as usual i'm 2 scared to walked. after tat huili so bad la. she ran to switch off the lights and we were lyk screaming our lungs out and running out of the canteen. she ran up the stairs and hid at a place. once again we screamed our lungs out. =x cont talking until gan gan so angrily came up to order us to sleep. but we merely shut up for a few minutes b4 resuming. we talked until arnd 4am until i suggested zz-ing i'm jus plain curious. jus how badly did stuff abt my past spread arnd this sch?? hai. of all things. these kinda stuff tio spread until dunno lyk wad. sian.
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pissed
today i was supposed to go for class CIP tingy. but i didn't go. reason is rather lame. actualli it's super lame. my sleep was totally disrupted and i feel like erupting. yup. today is once again those kinda day which i doubt i'll b able to do anything cos i'm feeling pissed over NOTHING. bleah~
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hvn't loaded the pics since i used this phone.. =p so here are some...  the 12 pieces of water melon that i had to swallow down becos my dear sis yL doesn't eat water melon xD  the cute green apple. it's supposed to be. wanted to be the red one but the eyes all looked funny. the following is the little pink phone that died after less than 2 mth   some idiots were enjoying sitting in the middle of the road  this was how my toes looked like at first .jpg) then i realised it wud look better if it's done french manicure style  cute Qoo bottle  the fare card machine that is hardly used now. it's already 5 yrs since we started using EZ link  the 6 peeps who shared a $6.60 yummy waffle  the big tree that they cut down after people prayed to it the day b4. not sure if the tree was cut down cos it's sick or some other thing
the new mouse we got at hm. the wires are contractable. dunno howda describe. but sth bad is that it's already squeaking literally.
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the cute newater poster i saw in NAVAL BASE pri sch toilet
randomly took this
took this loooong long ago
ytd. i was putting a piece of ice on my leg to ease the pain. in the end it got swollen =(
 this is the disgusting close up. & it's still on my leg now =_( hope it goes away soon
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for the past entire week. i did not study or do anything becos.... i had CIP in the morning & was 2 lazy to study after tat & for the whole of thursday my nose ran away again.. =( lyk tat year end sure die liao at least 4 math tutorials... geog drqS... econ... GP essayS... newspaper articleS... and my dearest GLOBALISATION & POPULATION i oso hvn't touched. haiii
anyway.. the CIP thingy was not too enjoyable cos i tot the kids wud be smaller.. but some interesting stuff happened...
day 1 i handled wif this kid called tan li sen. he is a Malay who speaks Mandarin from Indonesia, 印尼华侨. he said some stuff abt wanting a transformer with wad kinda functions blah blah blah.. i oso dun understand..
day 2 i "took care of" fernando at first.. he looks blur blur de wif his specs worn like a ah pek =p but quite cute.. then ltr constance surrendered so i took min yi & shin yun. can puke -.- min yi keep complaining abt being cold/hungry/breathless x( shiyun kept complaining tat she dunno dunno dunno x( on the way hm on the train i saw this person.. dunno if it's a male or female or shemale... back view is a woman. front view shud be a woman. BUT the face looks totally wrong.. hair is long but face looks wrong..
day 3 went there alone =( went hm wif zirui.. zirui keeps pestering me abt mengyik's photo =X lemme clarify.. zirui looks like mengyik. today i took li sen and min yi. today li sen quite tempremental.. dunno wad to do.. but at least he can play the harmonica so... today many kids' tooth drop. haha. so funny.. it's been ages since i drop my tooth *touch wood*
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this morning i had a weird weird dream... i went somewhere with makiyo(the japanese girl that was part of Sunday girls.. aiya.. she's in taiwan de..) i oso dunno y will it be her -.- we were going hm.. she stay sengkang -.- i oso dunno y will like tat...
then the scene changed.. i was at some traffic light.. wait super duper long still hvn't turn green and the traffic light is randomly change de -.- wait until 下大雨... knn
then hv to run run run run run like siao. reached this bus stop.. saw this malay family wif many kids. they were boarding a taxi. but dunno how come the taxt changed shaped. become a no cover no door de -.-
then dunno how i ended up at hm ._. when i was at hm.. i was waiting for ME to come home ._. just wad is going on??!!! then dunno why the whole family think I'M kidnapped.. shit totally dun make sense
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soccer
liverpool won porto 4-1.. this means if they win the next game they'll qualify for the top 16. means i'll get to see more steven gerrard!!! some pics from the game..  i didn't watch the game cos i dun dare to.. so i hv no idea why is gerrard holding the ball & seems like he is trying to snatch the ball yea.. 3 帅哥of liverpool & if u hv noticed.. 9 8 7.. this shot was taken after gerrard scored a penalty again! woohoo.. i shall post a pic of this guy.. when u look at the pic 2 long.. u'll feel shy haha =x i nv post a pic of him at my fav footballer column is cos he doesn't look vr gd upclose
chelsea vs westham there is a west ham player that went on the pitch w/o any number on his shirt -.-"'
man city vs wigan man city scored when it's 30 secs. no more 帅哥joe hart already =_(
hehe.. now for the next liverpool game.. steven gerrard scored a penalty again!! muahaha.. liverpool won 4-0 
torres also scored.. and look at his expression now ^^ xD looks gay
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dream
in the last 5 days. i dreamt of the same person. it hasn't happened b4. 日有所思,夜有所梦。but this doesn't seem to b the case. but one ting i'm sure of is that dream and reality is totally different. but if it's reality i doubt my reaction towards it will be like what is in my dream
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last friday after cca went down to cckss for their co performance. i didn't even realise that it was FOC =x but actualli it's ok la. let them hv a chance to practice. let them feel what is it like to be performing in front a grp of audience. was sitting kinda behind and vr paiseh to stand up to take pic so the ppl so small =p spent most of the time staring at the chairs. not like mummy trying to look for yL. aiyo no nid to find de la since we see her every day. i wanna complain. why can she change her phone already!
currently painting the hse. rm are going to b in purple. muahaha. i choose de. from peach to purple.. vr hard to paint sia. purple is actualli lighter than the peach -.-
not doing hw. feeling lazy. but i hv done the malcurin series. aiya dunno howda spell la. at least did sth. planned to finish P&C but tink of pressing the calculator so vr often i sian-ed liao. also planned to do geog. think of getting the 2 thick files to find the answer. sian-ed again. so here i am
wanted to create a new background for the blog but i realised that i realli cannot make it -.- and paindotnet cannot realli make it also. wanted to make a big big 2008. then put gerrard's face in the 8. lampard's pic also. but.. nvm..
also looking for a new phone theme. and trying to figure out how to delete the i-dun-wan themes from my phone. i vr itchy backside de. i cannot survive wif a theme for 2 long de. if oni zedge can create n95 theme. i wanna make a gerrard de!! =(
resolutions for 2008
- i dun wan to put on weight. i dun wanna wish for losing weight anymore. cos as long as i dun put on weight i'll be vr glad.
- i hope to be fixed at 170. if not 170 whatever height also ok la. as long as dun flucuate. of course 170 is the best la.
- hope that i will be more hardworking. at least i wun land myself in deep shit again. at least i wun hv to pia hw last minute.
- hope that my mum's side de relationship will improve. it's tough for me to pretend i dunno anything so that i wun cry over it
- hope that my dad's side de relationship will improve. large family means more problem
- be happy. stop being emo
- at least go clubbing once =p
- swear lesser
8 simple wishes for year 08...
being 18
supporting o8 of liverpool always~
conclusion for 2007
the good abt 2007. 33/07 is quite a nice class. for a while i felt that it was the best class i hv ever been in. although ppl dun get along. although there's a bird.
it is a sucky year for me. it is not just because i'm in such a shitty situation now. provisionally promoted. put it in a not-so-nice way. i'm not promoted and not retained i'm somewhere in between. it's a disgusting situation to b in. dun like it..
past few days i hv been thinking. this yr i seemed to hv isolated myself from the world. i'm leaving in my own world. many times when i read others' blog it's like they all had fun. but not me. that's what i tink. ppl go out watch movies have gatherings. well me. the whole of this year i practically kept myself in the 4 walls of my hse.
talk about watching movies - i can count the number of movies i watch in a year with 1 hand. talk about hving fun - all i can tink of is maybe the chalet and the PJ o1. talk abt gathering wif sec sch frends - haha countable oso.
going on to jc resulted in me losing close friends. had been in the same class as charis kaisim and ruiying for 4 yrs. now 1 is at AC 1 at SA 1 at SP. if i wan to tok to anyone abt anything hu can i turn to? it's not too convenient to talk to them cos there are stuff which needs a lot of background information. also, they are more pre-occupied with their own stuff, not too nice to go "distub" them. talking to classmates is also not too convenient, it's because of the need for much background information..
being in AJ is being in an environment that doesn't suit me i suppose. it's a muggish env. i can't handle stress. not the vr least. i noe stress is something that is inevitable. i noe i hv to face it. but it's not going to be easy and it realli wasn't easy. maybe being in PJ i wud be happier. cos at least there ppl not so mug i wun feel so stress. at least there i can speak loud loud wif ppl that i'm closer wif. at least there i wun hv to wake up at 5.30 am. but maybe i will die even more horribly cos i simply slack too much. everyone tell me that being in AJ at least i can be more guaranteed wif getting into a uni. HAHAHA. if i'm not gd wad's the point. i'm not saying being in AJ totally sucks la. supposingly there are better teachers. well i hv yet to find 1 la.
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today is quite a fulfilling day. well it's cos i finished quite a lot of holiday assignments. i finished the last 2 newspaper articles! i finished my econ drq and essay! so happy!! it's the biggest accomplishment in a day for very long!!
i noe all these work should not be left until now. but wad to do. i was TRYING to study hard for the retest. ytd while watching soccer i realli did newspaper articles. i wanted to finish all 5 but seriouslly cannot la..
ytd got 1 game tv nv show live so can oni watch it today. if oni i cud watch it live la. 6-4!! half time oni 1-1 end of 2nd half 6-4. from 70th min to 80th minute scored increased from 2-2 to 5-4!!
ytd morning oso went to facial finally after half a yr. my face is seriously in quite a bad condition. u might tink i'm being too 夸张. pls at least i dun put on make up to cover those pimples/blackheads etc up. putting on make up and not removing it properly is BAD for ur face. so i'm bent on not putting on make up until i learn how to remove it properly and of course put it on properly la..
oso did ear candle waxing. can't tell if i'm hearing things more clearly. the other time i did it i also cud not tell the diff. wadever la. as long as it makes my mum stop nagging to ask me go dig my ear.
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today is already the 28th of DEC!! omg. still hv 5 newspaper article + econ + chem (i dunno where is that piece of paper already) + 2 GP essays + 4 math tutorials. omg!! that's like almost ALL of the holiday assignments =( today wanna do also like got no time leh.. hv cca until 1830. then meimei's CO performance at 2000-2100. bleah. seems like i hv to do chiong everything this weekend. aww. tat means doing while watching soccer x(
i noe it's super funny for a girl to be so so into soccer. many ppl might 看了不顺眼. so from now on i'll reduce the soccer content from my entries by more than 50%. so i shall now mention the oni few % it's going to take part in this entry..
on 26th dec morning 0056. i went back to studying math cos i was 2 disappointed by liverpool's performance. then after that i saw dad going back to sleep looking depressed. "dun tell me liverpool realli draw nia =( " but in the afternoon, my mei tell me liverpool actualli won and gerrard scored the winning goal at the 90th min!! GND! i watched until 86 minutes -.-
.jpg) anyway this year my christmas was vr "doggy-ish"... tat's cos i got 2 "dogs"
this is is from my aunt. i was so sad when i saw it. realli. cos it's a doggy bank. "are you telling me to save $$ ??" then my aunt was still saying "when u put things inside got sound one leh!" -.-
this is from gek hiang when we exchanged pressie randomly. it smells nice 2! =) it smells nice not smell like a dog ok...
anyway got a new pair of specs. actualli wanted a yellow pair cos it looks more cool. but ltr i saw this pair. it looks kinda obiang and oldies.. but the purple caught my eye..  took it while waiting for my turn to use the laptop  took it for my sis cos the pic she took is not as nice  my spec box is purple!! i didn't choose it. the optician gave it to me  while taking all the pic, i rmb sth. my bedsheet is also purple. i hv it for a few yrs liao ok. i didn't juz buy it the 3 papers that i took in the past 2 days.. hmm. i dunno howda rate them.. if can pass jiu gd. if can't then.. 认命. reasons i dun wanna retain i wud hv seem to wasted a year being in J2 in 2009 means i'll tio SYF. no thnx sia i dun wan to do 1 extra yr of PE & NAPFA
reasons i dun mind retaining reason i dun wanna stay in JC system i seem to hv scared the hell out of everyone. cos in my relatives' view (mummy's side) they all hv the impression that i'm someone who is not bad in studies. so when i noe my status is not retain not promote.. i dun dare to meet them. when i finally tell them it's thru sms. now they're telling me that it's cos my sch standard 2 high not i dumb (that's cos i replied in the sms that i'm 2 dumb to promote). my mei is 100% scared of JC now i'm vr tired of being in this system in this school i dun like NAPFA and poly has no PE!! hving a diploma is better than hving a sucky A-lvl grade
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"camp"
badminton "camp" 07 day 1 supposed to report at 8am. but since b4 tat was watching arsenal vs chelsea til 2 i decided maybe meet at 10. at least i can sleep until 9 =S
played for the 1st time in almost the entire yr. & i realli can't play. at 1st i cudn't even hit any shots xD after trying awhile then finally can. played many games under the new rule. so confusing. sheesh i realli seem to be living in the past =x after playing i realised i'm realli old cos my muscle ached (even until now). when i climb the stairs i'm so slow. even when i walk i'm slow =(
watched an inspiring movie. it was supposed to be. we are marshall. but it's abt a american football team. the original team died in a plane crash. leaving behind oni 4 players who didn't go for that away game. coaches also died. closed frend & family also died =_( it's a true story. it's a vr touching story & many people cried at certain scenes. but some other scenes the bball boys wud b making noise. morale: dun cling on to the past. move on. the future is urs to create
me khai xinyi & yilin went to bathe while the girls carried on wif their activity. then vr vr suay. that stupid toilet light will switch off after dunno how many minutes =S
i mopped the floor after the girls played wif the flour xD i'm actualli doing sth i dun even do at hm. omg. wad the hell -.-
slept on my "bed" of 3X4 tables in 4e3. wow i actualli sleep in e3 classrm. i tink i've successfully overcame IT le.
day 2 we woke up ltr than the jr. but nt as late as last yr. seems lyk we're no longer as 大牌 =( went out for breakfast. din feel like eating the food provided. had 2 eggs ice milo and siew mai. went to gombak mrt station to draw $$. jay walked abt 50m b4 the bus stop. and heng ah. if i jay walked at the bus stop that area, i'll be asked to surrender my ic and some guy will start telling u how bad is jay walking *phew*
the girls had a friendly wif christ church (again). well the opponents were strong i hv to say. and our girls are maybe not so "riped". i can't realli comment. cos my playing realli sux =x
 watched the 2nd inspiring movie. it's a vr preachy movie. & i can't realli stand it. heng mr gan forward a lot of parts. & we were watching it as if we were part of the spectators of yet another american football team. we cheered when they scored & won the game. the bball boys ah. OMG. they can realli scream. but this story is totally fairytale.  nice nice chair found in the hall on stage  the game was in CDANS. i dun care i'm still gonna call it CDANS. the place hv kinda changed le. this place had nv had windows. we cud still sit on it if we dared last time.  then we prepared for bbq. washed cut wrapped ... ... then had our bbq wif the boys x( we had 4 pits & they were like taking up all the pits x( but somehow we still got to eat cos our nice jr noe the boys jus go in and squeeze space to cook food. haha. there was this 16 yr old bball boy who tot he very "big" in terms of age. then when we told him we are 17 already he shocked tio. haha   ps still learning howda use my phone =x
 then watched the 3rd inspiring movie. since we watched it b4 we jus left the rm lor. went to gossip. haha. they suggested night walk. but as usual i'm 2 scared to walked. after tat huili so bad la. she ran to switch off the lights and we were lyk screaming our lungs out and running out of the canteen. she ran up the stairs and hid at a place. once again we screamed our lungs out. =x cont talking until gan gan so angrily came up to order us to sleep. but we merely shut up for a few minutes b4 resuming. we talked until arnd 4am until i suggested zz-ing i'm jus plain curious. jus how badly did stuff abt my past spread arnd this sch?? hai. of all things. these kinda stuff tio spread until dunno lyk wad. sian.
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pissed
today i was supposed to go for class CIP tingy. but i didn't go. reason is rather lame. actualli it's super lame. my sleep was totally disrupted and i feel like erupting. yup. today is once again those kinda day which i doubt i'll b able to do anything cos i'm feeling pissed over NOTHING. bleah~
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hvn't loaded the pics since i used this phone.. =p so here are some...  the 12 pieces of water melon that i had to swallow down becos my dear sis yL doesn't eat water melon xD  the cute green apple. it's supposed to be. wanted to be the red one but the eyes all looked funny. the following is the little pink phone that died after less than 2 mth   some idiots were enjoying sitting in the middle of the road  this was how my toes looked like at first .jpg) then i realised it wud look better if it's done french manicure style  cute Qoo bottle  the fare card machine that is hardly used now. it's already 5 yrs since we started using EZ link  the 6 peeps who shared a $6.60 yummy waffle  the big tree that they cut down after people prayed to it the day b4. not sure if the tree was cut down cos it's sick or some other thing
the new mouse we got at hm. the wires are contractable. dunno howda describe. but sth bad is that it's already squeaking literally.
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the cute newater poster i saw in NAVAL BASE pri sch toilet
randomly took this
took this loooong long ago
ytd. i was putting a piece of ice on my leg to ease the pain. in the end it got swollen =(
 this is the disgusting close up. & it's still on my leg now =_( hope it goes away soon
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for the past entire week. i did not study or do anything becos.... i had CIP in the morning & was 2 lazy to study after tat & for the whole of thursday my nose ran away again.. =( lyk tat year end sure die liao at least 4 math tutorials... geog drqS... econ... GP essayS... newspaper articleS... and my dearest GLOBALISATION & POPULATION i oso hvn't touched. haiii
anyway.. the CIP thingy was not too enjoyable cos i tot the kids wud be smaller.. but some interesting stuff happened...
day 1 i handled wif this kid called tan li sen. he is a Malay who speaks Mandarin from Indonesia, 印尼华侨. he said some stuff abt wanting a transformer with wad kinda functions blah blah blah.. i oso dun understand..
day 2 i "took care of" fernando at first.. he looks blur blur de wif his specs worn like a ah pek =p but quite cute.. then ltr constance surrendered so i took min yi & shin yun. can puke -.- min yi keep complaining abt being cold/hungry/breathless x( shiyun kept complaining tat she dunno dunno dunno x( on the way hm on the train i saw this person.. dunno if it's a male or female or shemale... back view is a woman. front view shud be a woman. BUT the face looks totally wrong.. hair is long but face looks wrong..
day 3 went there alone =( went hm wif zirui.. zirui keeps pestering me abt mengyik's photo =X lemme clarify.. zirui looks like mengyik. today i took li sen and min yi. today li sen quite tempremental.. dunno wad to do.. but at least he can play the harmonica so... today many kids' tooth drop. haha. so funny.. it's been ages since i drop my tooth *touch wood*
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this morning i had a weird weird dream... i went somewhere with makiyo(the japanese girl that was part of Sunday girls.. aiya.. she's in taiwan de..) i oso dunno y will it be her -.- we were going hm.. she stay sengkang -.- i oso dunno y will like tat...
then the scene changed.. i was at some traffic light.. wait super duper long still hvn't turn green and the traffic light is randomly change de -.- wait until 下大雨... knn
then hv to run run run run run like siao. reached this bus stop.. saw this malay family wif many kids. they were boarding a taxi. but dunno how come the taxt changed shaped. become a no cover no door de -.-
then dunno how i ended up at hm ._. when i was at hm.. i was waiting for ME to come home ._. just wad is going on??!!! then dunno why the whole family think I'M kidnapped.. shit totally dun make sense
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soccer
liverpool won porto 4-1.. this means if they win the next game they'll qualify for the top 16. means i'll get to see more steven gerrard!!! some pics from the game..  i didn't watch the game cos i dun dare to.. so i hv no idea why is gerrard holding the ball & seems like he is trying to snatch the ball yea.. 3 帅哥of liverpool & if u hv noticed.. 9 8 7.. this shot was taken after gerrard scored a penalty again! woohoo.. i shall post a pic of this guy.. when u look at the pic 2 long.. u'll feel shy haha =x i nv post a pic of him at my fav footballer column is cos he doesn't look vr gd upclose
chelsea vs westham there is a west ham player that went on the pitch w/o any number on his shirt -.-"'
man city vs wigan man city scored when it's 30 secs. no more 帅哥joe hart already =_(
hehe.. now for the next liverpool game.. steven gerrard scored a penalty again!! muahaha.. liverpool won 4-0 
torres also scored.. and look at his expression now ^^ xD looks gay
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dream
in the last 5 days. i dreamt of the same person. it hasn't happened b4. 日有所思,夜有所梦。but this doesn't seem to b the case. but one ting i'm sure of is that dream and reality is totally different. but if it's reality i doubt my reaction towards it will be like what is in my dream
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