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I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.


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at night

wad do u think of when u lie in bed every night?
recently I hv Been thinking abt sch work. weird thing Is that while I m awake I dun bother to think of it or do anything abt it. such irony
the other thing I thing I do is reflection. got a conclusion that I cud hv been cheated and made use of. I can choose to think of it negatively or in my usual happier version. of course I wish the positive version is the truth, but we shld prepare for the worse

mAybe I shld blog more often as a form of reflection. or release. blog entries shall always be ambiguous. I hope I can succeed in doing that cos the net is real scAry
bad mooooood

today's a bad day.. reasons aplenty
  1. i've not finished my tutorial reading
  2. this is not to mention the 2 weeks of hist reading from previously
  3. i have to go to work despite all these. felt that working was such waste of time.
  4. eugene chua. of all days must irritate me today. i tot he forgot my name le.
  5. i got bullied by a kid that's perhaps just half my age. omg i'm such a loser
  6. my phone was supposed to be sent to my place today. it was not
  7. HTC sent me an email saying they'll contact me directly regarding my phone.. mentioning sth abt some quotation. do they mean they took 3 long days just to check what's wrong with my phone. omg their svc totally suck. anyone who sees this. PLEASE DO NOT BUY HTC mobile phones, their SVC is B-A-D
  8. now i have to wait for the HTC to call me. i wonder when will that be
  9. feeling a little sad too. why's today such a lousy day
i miss my phone. no wireless to use now. batt runs out so easily.
i miss the times when i'm not emo however short those times are. i dun wan to go back to those emo days. i'm scared of them actually. emo soo lin is sth i wanna suppress.
i wonder where are my tears hiding. i can't seem to cry. not that i need any sympathy, i just tot maybe crying would make me feel better. or maybe a shoulder would do fine too. a listening ear might help. but i think deep down i know it doesn't really help. it's just me nagging and whining. what if ppl find me irritating.

sometimes it's not that i dun wan to say. i just dun wan u to think that i'm whiny, attn seeking or wadever. bottling up my feelings could become my forte and kill me in the process. haha.
sick me

today i didn't go for ge2206 lect =( didn't get to see the cute lecturer. lol.. was too sick and too tired to go. went to bed at 11 but hell knows what time i finally fell asleep. woke up and tried to talk to mama but no sound came out. looked out of the windows "wah rain".. forget it. i think i'm better off staying at home

bad sL hasn't been studying. even now. when she has the whole day she's not. what's she doing instead? camping in front of the computer @ Facebook. watching australian open, roddick and lopez seem to take a 1000 yr to complete their game. i wonder, i really wonder, when will sL move her arse into the room and study

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