hello, colours

welcome

I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.

dailies

Kickette
ESPNstar
Duchess Lane

realisation

today.. was quite great day despite everything being so sucky.. mainly becos i realised tat. i've been such a big fat sucker.. there are ppl out there who are genuinely sad abt wadever tat's happening.. but me this sucker selfishly tot that i shud b the oni one entitled to being sad and all becos i'm the suckiest.. but come to think of it.. everyone has diff expectations.. many wants to go the U.. i can almost 100% say i dun wish to go after the As.. i can tell tat i'm still not prepared for life in Uni.. i think i need more time.. so for those who are aiming and reasonably so.. being sad is a diff case.. theirs is more erm.. urgent need.. so actually.. ya.. i've been kinda ridiculous.. and baiscally i seem to be vr free cos i keep blogging. haha.. still trying to deny the fact that i hv many things to do =P

~the frown

there's so kind of addiction that cannot be kicked so easily..