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I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.


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long time didn't write. cos i see no nid in leaving behind traces of those days.. but i shall cont to be emo.. ppl pls remind me to be less emo from now on and concentrate on studying..

i've become so so so emo. that my face is fixed. ppl see my face will confirm say i'm emo =( when i smile i look unnatural =( my cher say de =( where got laaaaaaa.. i mus get rid of this emo face for the sake of my op. & for the sake of myself. if not i'll scare all the guys away.. hahahahahaa -.-

today morning on the train. on my left was kat. on my right is joo's class tat eugene. both were sleeping. i'm in the middle. sandwiched =S kat kept knocking onto me but it's ok. she even 靠 on my arm and slept for awhile. i'm fine wif it. then the eugene nv 靠on me la! jus keep knocking on me. in the end i kinda give up. from yewtee til khatib i jus sat there dun care so much. from khatib to yck there i gave up & moved forward. cos i realli scared suddenly both 靠 on me at the same time. n those ppl infront of me are like giving that kinda stare. oh pls. i hv no relation wif the guy n i'm jus being kind to the gurl -.-

3307 is a class of 22 ppl. when i 1st noe i got into this class i was kinda uncomfortable. cos last time someone's index number is 33. ((ok. dun scold me. cos start of the yr i'm still vr emo abt it. now he got no impact on me already. i hv fulfiled my promise. i nv tink of him anymore. u all shud b happy for me instead)).








  • there's this big bird that i realli dun wanna be in the same class again. same class for 2 yr is torturous enuff. in the end i tortured myself for another yr x( i noe u might say he can be nice but he is realli too over. our class become anti him. we vr cute one la. anti tgt. increase anti-ness tgt oso. hahaha

  • next is the 大人.. he realli like girl la he. 受不了!but sometimes he is quite nice la. but that's not too often. he is oso quite cocky at times.
  • there's this 小green.. he's oni nice to cindy.. sometimes realli can't stand him oso la. and one ting he's the rich one la. say wad i keep changing bag. pls la. the total cost of my bags not even equal to ur 1 crumpler. u gt 4 lor
  • yong is the energy of the class. her laughter is infectious.
  • lyn. she's one person who loves gold far far more than me. she has so many golden bags. 2 everlast. 1 nike. and recently 1 puma. wow. *drools*
  • gen. 1 sweet girl tat's smart. transfered to our class cos she feel she cannot cope wif h2 chem. she's the person whom the guys tink is the prettiest. i wun argue abt it. it's true.
  • popo. he's one hardworking chap tat's vr emo also. dunno wad illness he has. i dun dare to ask.. he's quite caring. ((he rmb tat i cried even b4 大人can start his ghost story. from then on he'll warn me if anyone telling ghost story. i realli dunno y the other time i'll cry =s ))
  • huimin. she's one stressed girl. almost like me. maybe a little more chum than me. nice person. on vr gd terms wif every guy. hates bird
  • zhiyang. dun realli noe her. but from the promo chem results i can tell that she's vr hardworking..
  • naqiah.. the h2 malay student who passed her promos.. has a bf of yrs. lucky girl =)
  • gab. an asshole at times. 187cm tall. *jealous*
  • will. pw mate. the grounbreaker person. haha. has a dog at hm which i'm scared of although it means no harm and looks quite cute.
  • cL. "wife" of the above person. haha. she's my emo budbud. we 2 super emo de lor. and we influence each other to be emo =x she's giving up on herself though =( hope tings weren't this way
  • zw. the pikachu person. haha. pw mate. gambler. looks totally in a mess. but that's him. & he loves purple more than i do
  • jr. the shy guy who's nice. pw mate 2. smart guy 2
  • joel. the guy who 4ever rebutt wadever the chi cher say and piss her off. the no1 in our class. closet mugger. soccer fanatic. soccer player. gambler.
  • Zeeee. another soccer fan and player. pro in geog. momo loves him. pw rep. influenced me to pronounce jus like him which makes mr guru a little fustrated =x cos it makes us sound nervous although we aren't.
  • 可人. the weirdo. everytime tinking of her kumar, daydreaming, smiling to herself, laughing for no reason. but quite gd in studies. loves to sing
  • hulk. the long hair person who is strong haha. my potential econs tutor =p
  • shing. the pro in last minute studying.
  • cindy moo. the orange lover. pw mate. fav student of mr guru.

haha. thinking back. this class is nice n not nice for various reasons. but i'll miss em if i can't promote tgt wif them =(

op coming. so mus pia pia pia. chi exams coming. and i'm not confident in getting my A. cos my compo mark range so large la. for the nov 06 paper i get 52. for the june07 paper i tink. i got oni 36. shit shit la. i nid my a. my other sub suck