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I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.

dailies

Kickette
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Duchess Lane

today is fri =( nth to b happy abt =( stil hvn't done much =( didn't follow my holiday plans =( i intended to study everything on globalisation, the whole green resource bk, some chem, math & of course complete all my hw. but all i hv done is read the green bk up to oligopoly, read 1 piece of globalisation ws, finished my econ drq & essay, finished my geog drq & essay =( still hv 1 piece of funny looking TNC ws to do =( chem =( math =( so so many geog notes =( i hv so little time left how how how =(

wanted to go AC open hse tmr but see situation.. cannot liao =( sry ris =(

tues went for the checkup. nid to do some stretching (vr painful for me). massage my thighs, someone else is supposed to do it for me but i hv to do it myself cos no one wanna do for me =( and i'm supposed to rub until my thighs got blue black and it's supposed to hurt like hell! but from the way i'm rubbing, i'm like jus removing dead skin. n my thighs are so big so hard to rub =( so for 3 days i've failed. finally today i've suceeded! i managed to rub until got some red red patch! yeah! if this cont on, i wun hv to endure a pain which i can't imagine. the doc say he'll rub until i cry out if by next appointment i made no improvement.

tmr gt euro 2008 qualifier. england vs israel. gerrard might b playing but with injection in his toe. i hope he wun do that lor. cos injecting his toe wud mean that he wun b able to play for vr long more. he hasn't played for 2 wks liao lor. i can't imagine if he injects his toe

sunday gt F1. hope i'll hv the time to watch. haha. even if i hv no time i'll oso watch de lor. i noe myself too well. tv more impt than anything else =x

anyway today i think i saw he wei jian from pss1. the cute cute one. start of this yr(arnd march) i heard on radio that his album was due to be released in Jan but until now (sept already) still no sign of his album. tan wei lian already had his share of a personal concert. pss2 is already over. SB's MLB hv already released their album for 2 months exactly. but jus where is his album??

latest news! an accident has jus occured near my hm! i heard it but can't realli see it [2350 7th sept]