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I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.


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now already 1736. i rotted 6hrs away. omg. so hate myself. y can't i jus sit down n mug/do work!! argh! read many peeps' blog entries. so stressed up. make me stress. but i tink my style of venting out is diff from ppl. i slack my seconds minutes hours days away. bleah..

ytd was a emo/not emo day. got a lot of mixed feelings ytd.
1st- in the morning i was feeling super pissed. cos it's like the whole 4e1 ps me =( i was tinking can't they b more considerate to those 可怜虫 who are stuck in sch by some 老处女. but actualli this is all rubbish la. cos i cud hv pon and everything wud be fine. even if i didn't pon. wadever rubbish reason i came up wif is simply too rubbish-ish.
2nd- feeling emo cos swiss chers go back liao n i'm still in sch hving PW
3rd- confused. cos swiss chers also nt there liao so dun realli feel like going back. but i've been waiting for this day so long le. i've planned so much. how can i dun go back? aiya..... lemme describe the whole scene...

cindy: i think we go civics lah
sl: ok lor go civics since no more chers liao
(went for "lunch")
sL & cindy - can't decide to pon civics or not.
sL: cindy u go back lor. i go civics lor. cos cL say she going. dun wanna ps her.
(so cindy finally after much thinking decides to go back to swiss wif hl,shaun,wj)
(sL calls ris)
sL: i dunno shud i pon leh...
ris: go take sick leave
sL: huh? but i dun look sick leh then still hv to get mc
ris:err..... anyway stupid person is here
sL: hu is stupid person (after vr long)orh...
ok now super tempted to go back although i keep telling myself i'm being vr bai chi
(sL meets cL)
cL: i dun feel like going
sL: me 2 but that person is there...
ok everyone who sees this or hear this will feel like punching me
in the end at 1345 i left sch pretending to be a j2 hahaha. went back wif some swiss peeps.

after that chiong all the way to swiss after i alight at BG. sheesh man. sweat liao siao. super unglam x( worse ting is... of all ppl.. i meet that person. urgh!! so diu lian! aiya. wadever la. i dun care him. jus try to find the correct p-hole put the present in slam the door & walk away. surprising ting was. i wasn't as happy as i tot i might hv been. i wasn't excited. i almost totally didn't bother abt his presence. hmm. maybe this is a gd ting.. but i hv one comment. i will stick wif my thinking tat he looks better wif his specs on. contacts dun make him look gd. 3 yrs le, i still tink he looks better wif specs, esp his newer pair of specs. i shud b the one wearing contacts le. aiyo..

anyway. when cindy reach swiss i was already on my way out. haha i'm so efficient

tmr my pw grp coming over to eat my fridge again! haha. hope this time can do faster. cos monday nid to go sch for some gp tingy. must study a bit mahh..

uefa european club player of the year
1997-98 Ronaldo ( Internazionale)
1998-99 David Beckham ( Manchester United)
1999-00 Fernando Redondo ( Real Madrid)
2000-01 Stefan Effenberg ( Bayern Munich)
2001-02 Zinédine Zidane ( Real Madrid)
2002-03 Gianluigi Buffon ( Juventus)
2003-04 Deco ( Porto)
2004-05 Steven Gerrard ( Liverpool)
2005-06 Ronaldinho ( Barcelona)
2006-07 Kaká ( AC Milan) click here ->http://www.uefa.com/fanzone/pots/index.html

the groupings for 07/08 champion league
group a : liverpool, marseille, besiktas, porto
group b : valencia, chelsea, rosenborg, schalke
group c : lazio, real madrid, bremen, olympiacos
group d : celtic, AC milan, benfica, shakhtar
group e : lyon, rangers, stuttgart, barcelona
group f : man u, roma, dynamo kyiv, sporting
group g : inter milan, psv, cska moskva, fenerbahce
group h : fc steaua, arsenal, sevilla/ aek, slavia
*the highlighted ones are english clubs except ac milan which is for ris to take note of.*

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juz now i was looking for 校园快乐帮de mp3s to listen. took so so long to find =s was vr glad when i found it ^^. 校园快乐帮 are 10 peeps from 快乐星期天校园歌喉战. they are not the top 10. it's a show that's aired on chn 56 on fri 2000. ytd's episode is a rather teary one. it made me realise that i see ppl cry until vr chum my eyes will wet wet. when i listen to a person who's crying+toking, my eyes will be even more wet. if wad is said is touchy, i'll cry. but not to the extent of crying buckets of tears. it's juz a few ml nia la. but one ting, some songs when sang at the appropriate moment will realli make u cry cry cry. next wk's episode will be more teary. the contestants will cry even harder.