hello, colours

welcome

I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.

dailies

Kickette
ESPNstar
Duchess Lane

well i'm writing a super lame post... for the first time since so so long (i actually forgot since when)... i actually see tan meng yik online!! ok it's not like i will go and talk to him or wad la.. but it was so long since i see him online that i tot he blocked me or changed his email liao lorh... so actually it seems like quite a pleasant surprise.. it's not like i check who's online everytime i log on.. it's that his nick is "-.-" i tot :" wah piang who is so lame"... haha...

hmmm. TMY... no more feelings for him le.. good acheivement! haha.. to think that last yr arnd this time i suddenly 病发作... memories of him... dun tink abt it le.. erm.. still can oni rmb a little both the good and the bad... i haven't seen him for vr long le.. last time i wud yearn to see him anyhow somehow again.. but then when i see him i'll like siam.. LOL... now.. i dun yearn to see him le la.. the other day i'm not sure if the person i saw was him.. i'm not sure if the person i walked passed is him.. i'm not sure if he turned arnd to look... but at that point in time i had this feeling that it's him.. being in my usual sloppy attire i think i better zoom off b4 he recognise me =x

finally i can tok abt him like... so... carefreely... =) TMY was my first and only (haha ya)... it's sth that i have to acknowledge and cannot afford to forget =) oh my... this is so so not YSL!! haha

past: Me mYSeLf & i
present: me myself & i ^^