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I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.


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last friday after cca went down to cckss for their co performance. i didn't even realise that it was FOC =x but actualli it's ok la. let them hv a chance to practice. let them feel what is it like to be performing in front a grp of audience. was sitting kinda behind and vr paiseh to stand up to take pic so the ppl so small =p spent most of the time staring at the chairs. not like mummy trying to look for yL. aiyo no nid to find de la since we see her every day. i wanna complain. why can she change her phone already!
currently painting the hse. rm are going to b in purple. muahaha. i choose de. from peach to purple.. vr hard to paint sia. purple is actualli lighter than the peach -.-
not doing hw. feeling lazy. but i hv done the malcurin series. aiya dunno howda spell la. at least did sth. planned to finish P&C but tink of pressing the calculator so vr often i sian-ed liao. also planned to do geog. think of getting the 2 thick files to find the answer. sian-ed again. so here i am

wanted to create a new background for the blog but i realised that i realli cannot make it -.- and paindotnet cannot realli make it also. wanted to make a big big 2008. then put gerrard's face in the 8. lampard's pic also. but.. nvm..

also looking for a new phone theme. and trying to figure out how to delete the i-dun-wan themes from my phone. i vr itchy backside de. i cannot survive wif a theme for 2 long de. if oni zedge can create n95 theme. i wanna make a gerrard de!! =(


resolutions for 2008
  1. i dun wan to put on weight. i dun wanna wish for losing weight anymore. cos as long as i dun put on weight i'll be vr glad.
  2. i hope to be fixed at 170. if not 170 whatever height also ok la. as long as dun flucuate. of course 170 is the best la.
  3. hope that i will be more hardworking. at least i wun land myself in deep shit again. at least i wun hv to pia hw last minute.
  4. hope that my mum's side de relationship will improve. it's tough for me to pretend i dunno anything so that i wun cry over it
  5. hope that my dad's side de relationship will improve. large family means more problem
  6. be happy. stop being emo
  7. at least go clubbing once =p
  8. swear lesser

8 simple wishes for year 08...

being 18

supporting o8 of liverpool always~

conclusion for 2007

the good abt 2007. 33/07 is quite a nice class. for a while i felt that it was the best class i hv ever been in. although ppl dun get along. although there's a bird.

it is a sucky year for me. it is not just because i'm in such a shitty situation now. provisionally promoted. put it in a not-so-nice way. i'm not promoted and not retained i'm somewhere in between. it's a disgusting situation to b in. dun like it..

past few days i hv been thinking. this yr i seemed to hv isolated myself from the world. i'm leaving in my own world. many times when i read others' blog it's like they all had fun. but not me. that's what i tink. ppl go out watch movies have gatherings. well me. the whole of this year i practically kept myself in the 4 walls of my hse.

talk about watching movies - i can count the number of movies i watch in a year with 1 hand.
talk about hving fun - all i can tink of is maybe the chalet and the PJ o1.
talk abt gathering wif sec sch frends - haha countable oso.

going on to jc resulted in me losing close friends. had been in the same class as charis kaisim and ruiying for 4 yrs. now 1 is at AC 1 at SA 1 at SP. if i wan to tok to anyone abt anything hu can i turn to? it's not too convenient to talk to them cos there are stuff which needs a lot of background information. also, they are more pre-occupied with their own stuff, not too nice to go "distub" them. talking to classmates is also not too convenient, it's because of the need for much background information..

being in AJ is being in an environment that doesn't suit me i suppose. it's a muggish env. i can't handle stress. not the vr least. i noe stress is something that is inevitable. i noe i hv to face it. but it's not going to be easy and it realli wasn't easy. maybe being in PJ i wud be happier. cos at least there ppl not so mug i wun feel so stress. at least there i can speak loud loud wif ppl that i'm closer wif. at least there i wun hv to wake up at 5.30 am. but maybe i will die even more horribly cos i simply slack too much. everyone tell me that being in AJ at least i can be more guaranteed wif getting into a uni. HAHAHA. if i'm not gd wad's the point. i'm not saying being in AJ totally sucks la. supposingly there are better teachers. well i hv yet to find 1 la.