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I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.


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today is already the 28th of DEC!! omg. still hv 5 newspaper article + econ + chem (i dunno where is that piece of paper already) + 2 GP essays + 4 math tutorials. omg!! that's like almost ALL of the holiday assignments =( today wanna do also like got no time leh.. hv cca until 1830. then meimei's CO performance at 2000-2100. bleah. seems like i hv to do chiong everything this weekend. aww. tat means doing while watching soccer x(

i noe it's super funny for a girl to be so so into soccer. many ppl might 看了不顺眼. so from now on i'll reduce the soccer content from my entries by more than 50%. so i shall now mention the oni few % it's going to take part in this entry..

on 26th dec morning 0056. i went back to studying math cos i was 2 disappointed by liverpool's performance. then after that i saw dad going back to sleep looking depressed. "dun tell me liverpool realli draw nia =( " but in the afternoon, my mei tell me liverpool actualli won and gerrard scored the winning goal at the 90th min!! GND! i watched until 86 minutes -.-

anyway this year my christmas was vr "doggy-ish"... tat's cos i got 2 "dogs"
this is is from my aunt. i was so sad when i saw it. realli. cos it's a doggy bank. "are you telling me to save $$ ??" then my aunt was still saying "when u put things inside got sound one leh!" -.-
 this is from gek hiang when we exchanged pressie randomly. it smells nice 2! =) it smells nice not smell like a dog ok...

anyway got a new pair of specs. actualli wanted a yellow pair cos it looks more cool. but ltr i saw this pair. it looks kinda obiang and oldies.. but the purple caught my eye..
took it while waiting for my turn to use the laptop

took it for my sis cos the pic she took is not as nice
my spec box is purple!! i didn't choose it. the optician gave it to me
while taking all the pic, i rmb sth. my bedsheet is also purple. i hv it for a few yrs liao ok. i didn't juz buy it
the 3 papers that i took in the past 2 days.. hmm. i dunno howda rate them.. if can pass jiu gd. if can't then.. 认命.
reasons i dun wanna retain
  • i wud hv seem to wasted a year
  • being in J2 in 2009 means i'll tio SYF. no thnx sia
  • i dun wan to do 1 extra yr of PE & NAPFA

reasons i dun mind retaining

  • my GP sux. if i go up wif this standard means i'll hv to work super duper hard. poor GP grades means prob getting into U
  • can rework on the basics so that moving on to J2 ltr will b not so tough

reason i dun wanna stay in JC system

  • i seem to hv scared the hell out of everyone. cos in my relatives' view (mummy's side) they all hv the impression that i'm someone who is not bad in studies. so when i noe my status is not retain not promote.. i dun dare to meet them. when i finally tell them it's thru sms. now they're telling me that it's cos my sch standard 2 high not i dumb (that's cos i replied in the sms that i'm 2 dumb to promote). my mei is 100% scared of JC now
  • i'm vr tired of being in this system in this school
  • i dun like NAPFA and poly has no PE!!
  • hving a diploma is better than hving a sucky A-lvl grade