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I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.


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ok. tis is lame. i can't add a title to tis entry. oh well. a title-less entry again.

took back most of my papers liao. left wif h1 chem. dun care la. since sure fail one. do the paper like i dunno chem at all. how to pass -.- didn't manage to pass 2 h2 and 2h1. worse grade is 'U'. which is like so so common. best grade is juz nice 'B'.. dunno if that's considered sth gd. but pass GP jiu vr gd liao la. abt 3 mths to promos. -.- exams again. tis time 85% how m i going to make it. i dun wanna die. i dun wanna juz be able to promote. hv to tink far. tink of a lvl. if i can't even make it well tis yr. wad abt next yr? jc no longer like sec sch liao. where gt so gd can slowly climb. maybe some ppl can la. i dunno if i can =(

today gt so many breaks lor. 2 hr of lesson then 2 hr of break then 1 hr of lesson then 1 hr break then 1 hr lesson then 1 n 1/2 half break(cos today no chi) then 1 hr PE! ... so many breaks. stupid monday. 4ever lyk tat.

today feeling a little emo. tis morning on the train i saw zirui at cck mrt. ok he looks like "him". but tis guy is diff. totally. zirui saw me la. then he was like giving me some weird exp. so i juz like sa xiao back lor =x haha tis is sth i wud hv done if it was more than 2 yrs back. maybe i was picturing someone as someone else.. sort of wondered why did i do tat now. at a diff someone. i guarantee. this 1 is 100% nt my type.

feeling confused. gd. it's nt meant to be understandable anyway =p

when i was seeing the guys playing daidee during 1 & 1/2 hr break. i tot of sec2 time when we were learning how to play daidee. he was quite a pro like tat. haha at 14 a pro? ZW said he nid 1 more card to get all the numbers. dunno wad was it called... .... ....

2 yrs back at east coast park they were also playing daidee. i was sitting on the table. he was on the chair. i was facing him. he nid 1 more card to get all diff cards. then WZ (who was next to him) happen to hv tat number 7( if i nv rmb wrongly la). so he tou tou give it to him. haha. so he cheated & he won...

when i was walking hm, alone. it was drizzling. it was 7+. dark. using the bridge instead of dashing across the rd. orange lights. covered top. looks low. when i was looking at the steps. i dunno why. his face appeared. omg. seriously wad's wif me today. hvn't been tinking of him recently. anyway. y m i rmb-ing all the details which doesn't matter anymore. well it doesn't matter at all in the first place. the other time still concluded tat he wun be mine anymore go juz forget it move on. & now. what shit is this la!

federer( i tink tat's how it is spelled) has won his 5th consecutive wimbledon championship after dunno how long of tennis. shud b quite long cos i went to sleep during the 3rd set & the match has already been played for 2 hr +++. the game ended after the 5th set. see nadal n federer play. it's realli worldclass. no1 vs no2. cool man. but number1 is supposed to be a master of grass & wimbledon is played on grass. so i expected federer to sorta like breeze thru. but i'm wrong. nadal is pro too!

currently trying to gather more ppl to do my pw survey. can't help it. i wanna analyse this material. so trying to get more numbers. i noe i'm vr laggggg. shud b doing eom by now. but.. aiya dun wanna tok abt it. slow & steady wins the race ma.. so forget it. now mus jia you!!! any1 noe anyone who is 21-50. preferably 21-39 cos i gt quite a lot fo 41-50 liao. can help me ask them to help me do my survey? i'll email u my survey. i nid it ASAP. so thnx in advance.

cos i 'm trying to survey more ppl. i msg mrs chua. ask her for help. then now end up toking to her. thru sms la. dunno y. when i feel sad, i'll wanna msg her. last yr cos vr stressed & all. my whole person like siao. bad temper. weird temper. cry cry cry. realli realli horrible. then still gt so much work. so i'll msg her when i nt feeling too gd. most of the time is trying to ask for permission nt to do h/w. ok i noe it sounds evil. but when u were at that stage. u'll be vr glad tat u no nid to do some work.

there's a nice smell in the air. vr sweet smell. has been arnd since i gt hm.& every1 smelt it. time now is 2038. i'm the oni 1 awake at hm x(

"nitty gritty details... if a guy doesn't rmb those, it's fine. even if a guy rmbs those stuff, they may nt be the 1" ~sL