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I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.


dailies
Kickette
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Duchess Lane

famine camp 16,17 june 2007

last last week went for tat. realli starved for 30 hrs. but i hv to admit i ate 2 mentos sweet. it's better than some other people. i guarantee many ppl had their fill on the 2nd day during the rotting session. ok abv is the back of the shirt of some girl. i took it when i was too bored

this was my last MEAL b4 the camp. my fav nutrisoy!! see the tee so nice. the black one also the same design. i was in myanmar wif siying huimin(see that red red ting on my hand) so happy got ppl i noe. hehe. so we 3 stick together thruout the camp =p we anti social mah. muahaha.

this is the big big banner in the audi or sth. the place was cold on the first day. even colder on the 2nd day prob cos we are all hungry. there's this person who opened his/her sleeping bag la =x u can imagine how ke lian we were

me siewghim and kat b4 the camp actualli started. the clock hvn't started ma. so not counted as starving =(23 sec into the camp and soon after we reported to our HOME BASES. after that we played one vr long lasting game. and i was suppose to be blind. or at least hv blind. but i simply took off the so called blindfold. huimin was hving AIDs haha. supposingly AIDs lead to the poor hving even worse living condition. i tink also true ba. since geog notes also say so muahaha. siying had a broken arm so she was attached to another person. i'm not healthy so i cannot be attached to her. then we had to get education cos it's vr impt. i agree. then get a job to earn money. yup so can buy food and drink to eat. also hv to get vacinated. like tat then wun fall sick. and i still hv to do 30 sit up n pushup. bleah. nvm. healthy lifestyle. then at 10pm we were like all so happy when the timer became 8hrs. cos we oni gt 22 more hrs to go!! haha tat time my stomach was like squeezing together. so uncomfortable

ok this was other washing up past 12. supposed to hv lights out at 2359 but in the end lights out near 1am. lights out also no use can't sleep. ppl still toking. wanted to cont chatting but next day still mus go collect newspaper need energy la. so sleep lor. woke up at 5 plus went to bathe and brush teeth wash face. the water was super cold! first time i felt that way. hai. mus be cos i hungry

after washing up and BREAKFAST we had tis instructor we came to make/teach us some moves. exercise la. not dance. sheesh. we hvn't eaten n u expect us to move. o well. still mus do.

went out to collect newspaper. in a hungry state still. bleah. everyone slept on the way there and on the way back. simply too tired and hungry.

took it too fast. tinking that my phone will lag awhile and it'll be 30 hrs exactly. when everyone was counting down. it feel like wow. i'm finally gonna eat.

there u go 30 hrs. can eat le!! like real.. still mus assemble wait here wait there then can eat. burger king. down in less than 5 min. bad for health but. and all the weight i lost in the prev 30 hrs all gained back le =( ok plus after that de pasta and soup realli add back the weight lost