hello, colours

welcome

I must learn to love the fool in me
the one who feels too much
talks too much
takes too many chances
wins sometimes and loses often
lacks self-control
loves and hates
hurts and gets hurt
promises and breaks promises
laughs and cries.

dailies

Kickette
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today. well maybe even b4 today. i realise how insignificant i'm to some or most ppl. i suppose. i noe i'm ultra super negative in thinking. maybe it's cos i'm too sensitive. i wonder if i was born like that or has sth that happened way back in 04 that made me like that. tempremental. weird. violent. blah. the list goes on.

anyway. did the math test. ha. jus a waste of my paper. to me. well to me at least. those questions are not the very least like those in the tutorials. either that or it is those Q which i happen to not bother to listen. either way, i'm sad-ed by the fact that i can't make it for math again.

econ will b on fri. next wk there's chem and geog. i'm jus looking towards the day where my parents will hv to go and meet the teachers and ms tay monitoring me closely. not that i wan it to happen. but it all seems unevitable now. unless somehow. i can manage to pass at least 2 of the 3 remaining.